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2009-11-18T19:06:00.000-08:00

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How the horses affected me

2009-02-19T21:19:00.000-08:00

Here's how this freakingdifficultidontwanttorememberortalkaboutitagain domain affected me:

One

Two

Now, tell what the problem it caused my head is.

Something

2008-12-23T00:05:00.000-08:00

okay... here's something stupid this xmas --- a puzzle. Enjoy!

provided by flash-gear.com

babies

2008-10-28T20:42:00.001-07:00

Here's a very phenomenal update.

I wanna introduce you to my two cute little babies – so cuddly, I wanna marry them when they grow up. .evil grin.

I've already mentioned Cloud (the one with the blonde hair) in my last post. The one with the black hair is Andre.

You can see/view the reason why I wanna marry them here and here.

I told you this is phenomenal.

* the fanarts posted above belong to their respective owners.

TWO STUPID POSTS in ONE DAY.

2008-10-14T00:51:00.001-07:00

TWO STUPID POSTS in ONE DAY.

I'm bored... FUCKING BORED.

2008-10-14T00:11:00.000-07:00

.................

Just a cheap-shot

2008-10-12T23:25:00.000-07:00

Just a cheap-shot yet, I LIKE it so much.

SHE was afraid of her future. She looked down from the sky towards the ground.

Meanwhile, HE was sitting next to her gazing at the same scenery but was smiling peacefully. It was a smile that she hadn't seen before during their journey. HE noticed her gaze and asked, "What's wrong?"

“you're smiling." [she said]

"I am?"

"Yeah."

"Everything starts now. A new..." HE looked for the right words, "A new life."

"I'm going to live. I think that's the only way I can be forgiven. We've been through... all sorts of things."

"I guess you're right..."

"But when I think about how many times I've thought about starting a new life, it's funny."

"Why?"

"I've always failed to do it."

"That's not funny."

"...I think it will be all right."

HE became very quiet for a moment. Then he said, "Because you're ALWAYS with me."

"But I've “NEVER” always been with you."

"That's how it will be starting from tomorrow," HE replied smiling again.]

a super UPDATE

2008-10-07T00:52:00.000-07:00

Despite having tons and tons of writing tasks, this certain quote from a certain samurai (sorry wala kang credit, di nga kita kilala) inspired me to update my super-duper-mega-outdated blog:

Even a hunter cannot kill a bird which flies to him for refuge.

It made me pause for a while; completely forgetting about the loan/mortgages help and intestines (yes, those organs found in your stomach) articles I was supposed to finish by 2pm this day.

Being delayed just for the sake of pondering on this sentence was worth it. The only problem is, i'm too lazy to type my thoughts about it here. Bwahaha.

BTW, the quote made it in all my email addresses (as a form of signature) along with this picture:

2007-12-20T15:52:00.000-08:00

Okay, our PC (actually this PC that i am currently using) has a serious problem

and

I don't know whether the problem is in the software or the hardware of it. (i am not a computer technician; although sometimes i look like one)

The PC can't actually "log in" since it hangs itself up even before the "welcome" note.

I am terribly lucky since i am actually "allowed" by windows (yes, thank you [with pun intended]) to be able to use him/her (with pun intended) now. I'm not surprised upon seeing this note from him/her (with pun intended) in the desktop:

being terribly concerned about our PC's condition (with pun intended), i decided to investigate more and clicked this link:

and since i am serious about what i'm doing, i cliked more (bwahaha) and found this:

and then, i found out that this is the major cause of the problem:

it turns out (i guess) that the problem is in the software...

tsk..tsk...tsk.

Why the hell did you fail me?

2007-11-28T02:42:00.000-08:00

Arn Ruiz in an act of desperation:

i'm so disappointed. ngayon pa?

I'm in the middle of doing my THESIS and my laptop gave up.

probably

2007-11-16T16:39:00.001-08:00

I just thought of another possbile reason why i actually updated my blog. (why? i don't know myself. My brain functions independently when i'm idle)

THESIS!!!

Today is another ORDINARY saturday when I spend my (precious) twelve hours editing my thesis.

I'm doing it now...

Well, my brain COOPERATES with me now for obvious reasons.

FINALLY

2007-11-16T02:44:00.001-08:00

I left my blog "BLANK" for months thinking that maintaining it not only wastes my (dearly beloved) time but also is, at the first place, pointless. But honestly now, seeing how many of my classmates avidly maintain theirs make me feel really envious. really envious.

Now you know the reason why i updated.

Yes.

its because I AM LAARNI RUIZ
I AM ARN
ARN...
more ARN.

*

anyway, Tullahan bridge construction is already over and i'm back to normal.

I think, i'm getting really crazy

2007-05-21T02:39:00.000-07:00

Here's what i did after watching WESTLIFE. yes, westlife.

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What'>http://blogthings.com/whatdoesyourcandyheartsayquiz/">What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.

Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

If'>http://blogthings.com/ifyourlifewasamoviewhatgenrewoulditbequiz/">If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Your Emoticon is Grumpy

Maybe you're having a bad day... or maybe something just upset you. Either way, you're definitely seeing red!

What'>http://blogthings.com/whatemoticonbestrepresentsyourightnowquiz/">What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

2007-05-20T17:50:00.000-07:00

I am again in a state wherein i don't know what to talk about

i don't know what to write about...

i dont' know...

why do i have a blog anyway?

all i know is that i'm going to skip the first day of my HISTCIV class and i feel depressed because of it.

i don't know why i'm depressed when in fact, i should be happy about it.

why? i'm getting an operation to remove my warts. yes, my warts that reached the number of 22, just in my right hand!

oh well.

kakasa ba kayo?!?!?

2007-04-23T21:55:00.001-07:00

Introducing the BRAVEST, the FEW and the PROUD, Balita section of Ang Pahayagang Plaridel

* photo credit: Cessie :)

The photo was taken during Plaridel’s Yearend teambuilding on Calatagan Batangas. Well, after surviving those “hazardous” activities we had, I realized that:

1) Somehow, it is fun to be pushed out of the “civilization” we are used to here in manila.
2) Its good to bond with your colleagues and *ahem* Ghosts.
3) I really need to learn how to swim. As in, right now!
4) I really need to cut down my caffeine intake by 60%!
* more to follow

Life is a cliché?

2007-04-13T18:04:00.000-07:00

I find it surprising when one morning, after having slept for an hour (yes, I’m beginning to be an insomniac), the word “cliché” kept on repeating in my head. No matter how many times I tried to play the most “stupidest” music that have ever existed, I still can’t forget about that WORD. Arghhhhhh!

Is this a sign? (A sign of what, arn? Don’t tell me you’re beginning to be a FANATIC like your mother / hindi ah!)

~

Guess what, yes another judgment day is fast approaching. Hehehe. Sorry, I can’t describe what exactly is this “thing” that I’m feeling.

(What are you telling me?!?!, kung dati may slomo-slomo description ka pa, now, you can’t even give me a word to describe it? Ha, baka TAMAD ka lang talaga.)

~

For your information, Tullahan Bridge (the one that connects Caloocan to the rest of the cities belonging to the CaMaNaVa area, is currently undergoing its “repair” (or should I say, destruction?).

Living in Valenzuela, I routinely use that bridge without even noticing that the passenger jeep that I am riding at has already passed through it.

The authorities are planning to ACTUALLY REPLACE the whole bridge, leaving us, the people, to walk through a “wooden” pedestrian they made.

Now, what am I bragging for? Use the pedestrian and you’ll know how it feels to walk through clouds!

Sounds good? No!!! Do you actually think that the very thin plywood that stands as the “body” of the pedestrian could support the weight of the thousands of people that would be passing through it?

Do you actually think that the “coconut lumbers” used as the “foundation” of the pedestrian were placed sufficiently enough for it not to give up?
(kaya nga walking through clouds eh… anytime you pass through that pedestrian, pwedeng nasa Heaven ka na pala… hahahaha)

~

Extremely sugar-high

2007-03-30T02:42:00.000-07:00

Oh, i almost forgot that i have a blog!

anyway, since i find myself actually updating it (with this post), might as well fill it with all the recent happenings (or tragedies) in my life.

1.) I was really ashamed when i realized that I was the only who cried in the interview for the Editorial Board aspirants of Ang Pahayagang Plaridel(APP). geez, i feel as if the person being interviewed during that time was an impostor!!! it's so not like me to cry for that kind of (stupid) reason! in short, "di bagay sa image ko!"

2.) I don't really like sweet foods and i am, honestly, short to being allergic to sugar (aside from milk). but i think i already experienced the feeling of being "Extremely Sugar high" when i got accepted as the new News editor of APP. It looks like i need to thank the impostor in the interview for helping me "captivate" the panelists hearts (or conscience). Pare, nadaan mo sila sa iyak.... ah ganun ba?

3.) I'm harassed. dont' ask me why...i know you know.

4.) Arn after listening to RELSTRI professor: Am i really bisexual? does this make me really abnormal?

napagtripan si Office Assistant

2007-02-02T16:58:00.000-08:00

too illogical

2006-12-08T15:30:00.001-08:00

remember this promise?

well, another judgement day is fast approaching and i'm still too lazy, too exhausted, and too illogical to write about that old moldy promise now, still.

heh

guess what

that later will be...

not anymore

whahaha

(see? i'm not really making any sense here)

Ako ang daigdig...[irony, whatever]

2006-12-07T17:00:00.000-08:00

The term has just ended.

.... I have finally submitted my last (and heaviest) paper in ADVWRIT.

.... Expecting a grade of 2.0 for INTFICT, I was really surprised when I was given a 3.0 instead.

I could still feel as if the term has not ended.

.... I hope I could get a high score for the second exam on CRITICS so that I am not "obliged" to take the finals.

.... I have a feeling that one of my articles for Plaridel will be scrapped and because of that, I still need to find (and dig) another issue for its replacement.

... I’m still "undecided" whether or not I made the right decision on taking the optional (take-home) exam in PHILPER.

.... I wish I could maintain my DL status so that my Donor on SFA (whoever he/she is) will be happy. Yay!!! :)

:)

to be updated still.

and, try also : icyhell.multiply.com [the haven of skulls]

hasta luego!

Busog ka sa sarap at kulay ng “dahong” palamuti

2006-10-20T17:16:00.000-07:00

Mahilig tayong mga Pilipino sa makukulay at masasayang pista kung kaya’t kadalasan, ang mga ito ang tinatalakay sa mga palabas sa telebisyon. Dala na rin ng aking panonood ng mga ito, bata pa lang ay naitanong ko na minsan kung ano nga kaya ang pinaka-sentro o simbulo ng “Pahiyas Festival”- ang binansagang pinaka-sikat na pista dito sa Pilipinas na ginaganap taun-taon pagpatak ng ika-15 ng Mayo sa Lucban, Quezon. Ang masasabi ko lang, hindi magiging tunay at matatawag na “Pahiyas" ang pistang ito kung wala ang makukulay na mga disenyo sa bawat bahay na nagsisilbing hudyat ng simula ng isang mayaman at mapayapang kompetisyon. Kung iisipin rin lang naman, sa pinakabansag o pangalan pa lamang mismo ng tradisyon, ang salitang “pahiyas,” ay nangangahulugan ng “décor” o palamuti.

Kung usapang palamuti lamang, kilala ang pahiyas sa isa sa kanilang kakaiba at nakamamanghang adorno. Hindi kumpleto ang nasabing pista kung wala ang mga makukulay na kiping. Bunga ang kiping sa pagtatangka na gayahin ang “taco” ng Mexico. Ito ay isang uri ng barkilyos o “wafer” gawa mula sa bigas na malimit na kinukulayan ng pula, kahel, rosas, dilaw at berde. Sino ba naman ang hindi makakapansin sa dekorasyong ito na maaari pang kainin katambal ang mga prutas kadalasan matapos ang pista? Maliban rin sa gamit nito bilang disenyo sa harap ng bahay, ginagawa rin itong tila “aranya” o “chandelier” na ginagamit na lalagyan ng ilaw para sa pagdating ng paglubog ng araw.

Magandang katanungan kung ano nga ba ang dahilan ng mga tiga-quezon sa paglalagay ng kiping sa harap ng kanilang kabahayan. Dahil sa mga espanyol, nakilala ng mga tiga-quezon si San Isidro Labrador, patron ng mga magsasaka at ang pinagsamang disenyo ng kiping at ang mga prutas, gulay at mga sombrero ang nagsisilbing alay ng pasasalamat sa santo dahil isa nanamang panahon ng masaganang ani. Kung tutuusin, dahil na rin sa grandiyosong paghahanda di lang sa mga kiping kundi sa buong pista, maari nating sabihing malaki ang gastos dito lalung-lalo na sa matagal at mabusising proseso ng paggawa ng mga kiping, ang pinaka-sentro ng pista at iba pang paghahanda, kaakibat na rin ang pagiging komersiyalisado nito habang dumadaan ang panahon. Maari rin namang isiping malaki rin namang tulong ang mga malalaking kompanya sa pagsuporta sa pagpapanatili ng pista.

Bagaman mahirap at magastos, makikita pa ring buo ang loob, di lang ng mga tiga-quezon kundi pati na rin ang lahat ng mga Pilipino sa pagpapanatili ng kanilang mga tradisyon. Maganda itong hudyat upang mayroon pa tayong mai-pamana sa mga susunod na henerasyon lalung-lalo na ang mga bagay na sing-kulay at malikhain gaya ng mga kiping. Hindi lamang tiyan ang busog, kundi pati na rin ang mata.

What I did when Milenyo almost blew the second floor of our house (part 2)

2006-10-08T13:21:00.000-07:00

You Are 17% Feminine, 83% Masculine

You are totally in touch with your masculine side.
In fact, you probably don't understand women at all (even if you are one!)
Dramatic and emotional behavior turns you off. You rather watch football than deal with drama.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

What i did when MILENYO almost blew away the second floor of our house (part 1)

2006-10-01T16:19:00.001-07:00

the title says it all.....

You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

:)

2006-09-09T17:52:00.000-07:00

because my blog

has already been

existing

for

about

a year and a month...

i smell

something new....

hehe

<<<COMING SOON>>>

random

2006-09-03T17:59:00.000-07:00

1. Oh god! I forgot about my fanfiction account

2. Judgement day is over and I am still alive. Bwahahaha too bad, I’m too lazy to write about it now.

Perhaps, later. Later.

Bwahahaha

3. ......................................

malapit na

2006-08-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

magulo ang mundo ko sa ngayon...

5 days to go before judgement day

2006-08-26T00:40:00.000-07:00

5 days to go before judgement day. :(

good luck na lang talaga sa INTRECO.

yehey! headline ako sa PLARIDEL.

2006-08-24T16:17:00.000-07:00

6 Days to go before judgement day. :(

6 Days to go before judgement day. :(

3.0 lang ako sa LITERA2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

7 days to go before judgement day. :(

2006-08-23T18:01:00.000-07:00

7 days to go before judgement day. :(

7 days to go before judgement day. :(

judgement day - good luck na lang.

2006-08-20T19:21:00.000-07:00

judgement day- good luck na lang.

goodbye la salle dreams, na nga ba?

well, lets see.

judgement day. bow.

ARTCOMP
A51
0800-0920
M318
NARVAEZ, ROGELIO R.

RELSTWO
A53
0800-0940
M311
ESTONILO, AMADO III J.

BIOARTS
A51
0800-1000
J106
ALFONSO, NOEL

LBYBIOL
A54
1300-1420
J108
MANALO., IMELDA

INTRECO (!!!)
A51
1300-1440
L204
TANINGCO, ANGELO B.

huhuhuhuhuhuhu :(

FILIPI2
A67
1400-1440
L319
GARCIA, FANNY

LITERA2
A54
1620-1700
M321
SANTOS, PAZ VERDADES M.

QLY-LIM
K01
No Info

feeling: depressed

2006-07-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

Yes, yet another flash post.
Flash post? Huh?
None really.
Trip ko lang. Anyway:

Shit
I have a feeling that the reaction paper I have made for INTROSO is trash..
Oh know…
Bakit ganito?
i hope not. Huhuhu

Feeling: depressed

Dahil sa isang dahilan

2006-07-23T16:34:00.000-07:00

Dahil sa isang Dahilan

Bihira na akong mag-blog
Bihira na akong magparamdam sa net
Pero,
Bigla ata akong nabuhayan
Dahil sa isang dahilan (ang labo)
Gusto ko lang isulat to sa Filipino
Para mas lalong magtunog klasiko
Kasi,
Klasiko para sa akin ang post na to’
Ang dahilan?
Lahat tayo alam ito
Malabo kung hindi,
Marahil ay patay ka na kung di mo alam to’
Hindi ako cheap
Hindi ako tanga
Dahil kahit mukha akong ganito
Alam ko yon’
Ano ang tingin mo?
Duda ka pa ba?
Baka tanga ka nga
Huwag mag tengang kawali
Kung ganyan ang pagkakakilala mo sa akin
Wala akong magagawa
Mapanghusga.
Sabagay,
Ako rin naman ay mapaghusga minsan
Hindi natin maiwasan.
Sino ba naman ako para
Saktan
Ka?
Yan ang nasa isip mo diba?

Hindi ito sumpong
Totoo ang nakikita niyo
Nag-update ako ng blog
Nag-open ng lahat
Ng ka-ek-ekan sa net
Dahil sa isang dahilan
Isang dahilan na alam natin
Dahil sa isang dahilan
Na bumalik
At pinasaya ako.
Dahil sa isang dahilan.
Na….(walang katapusan)

bad

2006-07-17T07:40:00.001-07:00

I can’t sleep

I feel

My grades are suffering.

I know

Good lord.

I feel bad

Help me.

worthless

2006-06-11T15:56:00.000-07:00

no posts.

can't tell you anything.

can't think of anything to tell you.

worthless.

2006-05-04T14:50:00.000-07:00

If you are a DLSU-manila student, have you ever tried to look so stupid in public due to your own school security system?

I had. it's not that i have a due to the discipline office but yesterday, it happened together with the enrollment freakish thing.

My mom told me that now that i'm just around, i should get my allowance check from the DLSU science foundation at the accounting office.

surprised about the strict need of me getting it personally, i asked why?

It was named after me...

I hurried and scanned my ID on the south gate scanners then,

toot...toot...toot...toot...toot...

The guard told me that i'm not allowed to enter because i'm currently,

OUT-OF-SCHOOL

ignorante ka!

Bwahahahahahahaha!

Stupid me!

pissed.

2006-05-03T15:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my sister and I went to CSB to enroll and the idea that having everything okay was just a THOUGHT because everything ended as a mess.

As stated on the procedure, after entering the campus, we need to go to the student grants office (SGU) to get the Assessment form to pay at the accounting office. The mess started when again, as stated, enrollment starts at 1:30 pm so we are there exactly at that time when we just saw that the SGU was closed. We waited for about 30 minutes for it to open.
When The SGU office just opened, we again, waited for 30 minutes just for the assessment form. Then we are instructed to go back to that office and show them the receipt.
We followed what they said and returned after paying at the accounting office AND received a WRONG enrollment Assessment form (schedules). We worried because we have no idea where the heck does my sister's real EAF is and it is already 4:00 yet, we still have a lot of things to do. (Enrollment ends at 5:00 pm.)

Just like what the regular enrollees do, we went to the computer lab for the internet account activation. I just noticed that everyone already left and still ours are processed. At least, we found her true EAF and slide back to the SGU.

Everyone was in-panic back at SGU. They told us that there is a possibility that the other Ruiz got the scholarship that belongs to my sister. Well, at least, the mistake was done by the admissions for giving them the wrong EAF (the other half of the assessment form with the schedule)
Enrollment is finished and it is now the time for the Drug-testing. Gosh, we waited for another couple of minutes for the long line. Erika has not yet had her ID picture taken for the same reason.
We finished almost all the procedures at exactly 5:00 pm and all our other schedule for the day was ruined.

Erika, they really deserve that POOR mark you gave them on that feedback form.

Last song syndrome (part 2)

2006-05-02T15:22:00.000-07:00

Just as i have promised.

Second song:

I was astonished, amazed, captivated... everything by the singer who revived this song. Wow! This has not yet happened to me before but SHE did it. Yes, it is a SHE and we all know that the original was done by the male-forms. Nothing is really new by the revival if compared to the original of the Air Supply... its just that the 'revival' was almost if not, perfectly done. The mystery behind the voice of the SHE has found its exit when they got exposed in SOP to sing the Piece. I found out that they were a band, a new band called D'empire and I found another reason of liking her with that exposure. She sung it really well if compared to Kyla who almost collapsed while singing. :-|

I didn't really have a hard time of finding its lyrics. Well, it was as I have said, almost perfectly sung that I understood some of its lines while I hear it on the radio. I didn't have to use Yahoo! Answers anymore and I found it immediately with the method that almost half of the population do everyday: Turn to Google , turn to Yahoo! and Search, search, search.

’ MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL by Air Supply

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where I find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where I touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose

And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you
But I know I've got to give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to pain
I know all the rules and then I know how to break’em
And then I always know the name of the game

But I don’t know how to leave you
And I’ll never let you fall
And I don’t know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are all
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it’s looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright
I gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well,it' nothing 'till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
And I can make all the stadiums rock

I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
And I can make you every promise that’s ever been made
And I can make all your demons be gone

But I' never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl?
And I' never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love
Out of nothing at all...

Last Song Syndrome (Part 1)

2006-05-01T15:32:00.000-07:00

I almost forgot that one of the things that I have been busy-of this summer is finding the lyrics of 2 rather, old songs. For about a year, I've been a fan, yes, a fan of 90.7 Love Radio and whenever I open the radio I make sure that they are the station. It so happen that the said station always play the 2 songs and I can't still find the reason why I became interested with anyway.

First song:

I am aware that this song exists even before love radio added it into their playlist. Well, it is the favorite of those whom want to wake 'tikbalangs' every night when they drink. Even though I often hear it from these 'trying-hards' I find it hard to guess the lyrics. In fairness to them, I also can't guess it on the original. The tone is so high that anyone who sings it will sound in your ear as if it is a hum. I don't know why I devoted so many of my limited computer time just to find its lyrics. After so many tries I'm still a failure and I have only a thing left, use Yahoo! Answers Good grief! I'm so thankful that this existed. I found the answer!!! When I posted the question:

’. hey everyone, can you help me with this song... i want to know the title and its original is a husky voiced man... and its, uhm, i think, QUITE old. i can't understand the lyrics but it goes something like this:

.....................
..................
still we walked this road together....
................

ever since the world begun........

........................
..................

.............

we never know but still we tried to understand
.............
..................
...............
and even though the seasons change.......

our love still remained the same..........
'

Answerer number 4 finally ended my quest and gave me the trophy of triumph. I finally found the full lyrics and the singer:

’I'm pretty sure that's the song "the search is over" by survivor DEFINITeLY not "Dock of the Bay" though.

I'll never know what brought me here
As if somebody led my hand
It seems I hardly had to steer
My course was planned

And destiny it guides us all
And by its hand we rise and fall
But only for a moment
Time enough to catch our breath again

And we're just another piece of the puzzle
Just another part of the plan
How one life touches the other
It's so hard to understand
Still we walk this road together
We travel, go as far as we can
And we have waited for this moment to die
Ever since the world began

Takin' in the times gone by
We wonder how it all began
We'll never know and still we try
To understand

And even though the seasons change
The reasons shall remain the same
It's love that keeps us holdin' on
Till we can see the sun again

And we're just another piece of the puzzle
Just another part of the plan
And we have waited for this moment to die
Ever since the world began

And I stand alone, a man of stone
Against the driving rain
And the night it's got your number
And the wind it has your name
And we settle dues
Win or lose
To whisper all the same
The hope still burns eternal
We're the keeper of the flame

And we're just another piece of the puzzle
Just another part of the plan
How one life touches the other
It's so hard to understand
Still we walk this road together
We travel, go as far as we can
And we have waited for this moment to die
Ever since the world began.
'

I'll be posting the story behind song number 2 on Part 2.

summer is ................................................BORING!

2006-04-30T14:48:00.000-07:00

Summer vacation is boring.

Okay I am aware that I left my precious blog not updated for almost a month.

I can't think of anything to write about. Nothing!!! i want to worry, i want to suffer from memorizing, i want to be nervous, i want school! My whole summer was just waking up, eating breakfast, watching tv, help in cooking for lunch, watch tv again, do something else, watch tv for the third time, sleep, then the process repeats.

I know its boring but sorry we don't have the money to even get ourselves 'dirty' and 'contaminated' with that stupid resort near our house.

Speaking of money, we don't have to make my 'tuition fees' a problem anymore. Yes!!! I will have to experience the feeling of being a Full SFA Scholar. I'm so exited for next term.

My sister will also get to experience the Full scholar Thingy I am talking about next term she made it in CSB. Congrats eRika!

Well, that's all about it.

wait for my rants when the new term starts.

arn ruiz [noun] a real life muppet.

2006-04-19T14:51:00.000-07:00

It seems like my former blockmates are now in- taking cyber quizzes and of course, you guessed it right, I decided to take my own shot.

'arn ruiz [noun] a real life Muppet.'

that's what I got from taking a quiz on quizgalaxy.com about the dictionary.

What??? A Muppet...!

Kill me, call me an idiot, I don't know what a Muppet means...

And so, I went down to dictionary.com to bleed and make me understand that foreign word (as for me)

I got two results.

First, 'Main Entry: Muppet1 /Part of Speech: noun /Definition: any puppet character of the children's television show Sesame Street and commercial products of those characters /Etymology: m(arionette) + (p)uppet /Usage: trademark'

oohhh... sesame street? I don't even remember watching yellow birdie... tweet monster and any other sesame street character nor did they, obviously, haunt my childhood.

Gee... I didn't even know their names...

Well, the closest thing that I could associate with this definition is arn-arn. Yes, igan's puppet. (I don't care if you don't know it...no further explanations) and I am guilty of 'copying' that nickname from that ... uhmmm, puppet.

Hurtfully and surprisingly, I got this next. Something that I don't know if I will accept and something not really yet proven so thus, I don't know if true. ' Main Entry: muppet2 / Part of Speech: noun /definition: a stupid person /Usage: derogatory slang'

Might as well be a sesame clown than be a stupid person ridiculed...hated... laughed-at!

At least, I find the first definition to be the one really pointed out. It says their 'real life' and a Muppet is just a puppet character on TV poisoning young minds with their alienist... never mind and Stupid people already exist in 'real life'. if the second one is the real meaning then, they could just actually rephrased it with... 'One of the muppets'
(okay, Guilty)

Haha! Saved. I just got another definition on that quiz by adding the same thing that I wrote where I got that Muppet thing it says:

'A person who has the ability to be invisible'

sounds more accepting.

Drama

2006-04-18T14:49:00.000-07:00

well, after knowing that somebody (my sister) got the meaning of my poem found underneath, i decided to post another one... far more different from the first. this is more of random thoughts of people regarding theirselves and their friends.

....................................

Ironic. burns like fire but,
showers passion and love like
rain. water.
pilots, not perfectly
proud, strong words and actions
filled. they get.
trust please...

show us something...

Ironic. versatile... lithe as
water but desires something,
burning like fire.
must hide inside the box, keep secrets
hide everthing from
them. outfox... show
not given attention.

Blows as strong as wind
don't care if stumble on
something. dances.
animate. spirited. fight for
freedom! follow rules!
carefree,
always in trouble.

Sophistication tops. being delicate
is important. every,
movement, step must be firm
as the earth. the ground.
careful, anxious in
words. counter them
if not followed.

metallic tough
metallic hard.
short tempered. trust please.
trust my,
principles. trust please
capable.
trust please

Show us something...
Show us something...
Show us something...

trust.
Pathetic.
Loser.
Hopeless.

STOP!

The day the angels spoke my name

2006-04-17T14:57:00.000-07:00

My life was rapt in a cage covered
with
Immense and grave gray clouds of anxiety
the clouds that brought ample rain drizzling
frequently
unto my feeling and i allow myself...
be drowned... tossed
... defeated.
hopeless...
i haven't seen the sun
felt it's warmth
... it's mighty light.
those days,

i was sad.

That was before... before these clouds
allowed thin rays of light
pass through
my eyes

it was before i actually felt
relief.
heaven showed up God smiled
i heared the angels spoke my name.

They were dancing... happy
for me... and i was amazed.
they gave me a hand and let me come with them
to cloud 9, the
cloud too far from my grip before

lightyears away.

can't believe
i'm in it... i saw it.
cauliflower fluff
cotton candy...

i've had my biggest achievement so far.

The feeling is so foreign

happy.
relieved.
dramatic.

Then suddenly i realized,

And then, I smiled.

A gay file.

2006-04-10T18:18:00.000-07:00

a month ago, i was oriented eith the queer notion of the musical play, ZsaZsa Zaturnnah. too bad, i failed to see it live.:|

Anyway, we discussed the play in class and that is the time where i learned this new, interesting word. CAMP (y) is not the one you think that is associated with the military nor it is with the boy scouts but it means and describes something in IRONIC state.

ZsaZsa Zaturnnah is a 'CAMP' of Darna but it doesn't mean that its main point is to mock/fake Mars Ravelo's masterpiece.

It is a drama-dramahan with some injected tone of playfulness with the use of exaggeration. The leading superhero, ZsaZsa is an exaggeration with 'her' almost if not perfect figure and her strength of 10 (or even a 100) men.

Some people mistakes CAMP with its evil twin sister, the KITSCH, derived from a german word which means TRASH. something is considered a KITSCH if it is over-commercialized, like for example the 'replica' of the last supper and the 'big' spoon and fork displayed on our dining rooms.

ZsaZsa Zaturnnah is a CAMP and Super-B (of ruffamae) is a KITSCH. not all people want to spend (or can afford) a 500.00 Php worth of tickets just to watch a (mere) play if compared to the ticket price of Super-B in the cinemas.

If you don't want KITSCH then 'redesign' your house (especially the dining room)because i know you have the items mentioned on the earlier paragraph.(i'm also guilty)

The man behind 'ang paglilitis ni Mang Serapio'

2006-04-07T14:43:00.000-07:00

In my 'majors' class, I was one of the people who was not able to watch Zsa Zsa Zaturnnah (a musical drama) and was tasked to report on Ang Paglilitis ni mang serapio(a play) instead.

I was the researcher of the group but we were not able to report on the researched materials on class.

since there are very little things written on the net about Paul Arvisu Dumol, the author of the play, i just decided to post here the 'supposedly' chunks of 'info' that i gathered, collected and re-arranged about this author.

PAUL ARVISU DUMOL (a small biography)

Paul Arvisu Dumol is a multi-awarded playwright, a historian, a director, and an educator. He graduated suma cum laude from theAteneo de Manila University on 1973. He was a former History andMedieval Studies professor at the University of Asia and the Pacific and is presently the academic Vice President of the same University.

In 1969, he wrote the award winning 'Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio'. The play has now become one of the most popular in the history of Philippine theater. Dumol pursued his existentialist theme on the later plays that he wrote like 'Pag-awit ng Adarna'. Some political and historical themes are given variations on his other works like Francisco Maniago, Tonyo, Pepe at Pule, Texto at comentario, Ilustrado, and Aguinaldo 1898.

As a theater practitioner, he has directed contemporary plays by local and foreign dramatists. He was also the founder and the artistic director of the theater group Samahan sa Dulo, Ateneo De Manila's pioneering Theater group.

He was also conferred with the Parangal Sentenyal sa sining atkultura on 1999.

summer jobs and high school nostalgia

2006-04-06T15:37:00.000-07:00

All of my highschool friends )and even those I am not close to nor talked to at the first place) are now finding jobs. Last Tuesday, I received a text message from a friend saying 'Arn pasama sa jollibee... mag-a-apply ako' and I was like... huuh!?!? The fact and knowing my friend to be, direct words, Lazy disturbed my nerves down. Of course, I was not able to come with her because I still have class but the thing she said disturbed me until all of that classes were finished... in short, I was not able to concentrate. Then I got a phone call from someone not 'really' close to me asking for my opinion for a good summer job. This was the first time that I ACTUALLY spoke to him that long.... Back then in highschool, our conversations are usually comprised with the words, 'oo', 'hindi', 'talaga' and non-verbal gestures like the famous 'tango'. I asked him of all people, why did he chose me to ask for an opinion, then he answered 'wala lang' what the hell... Well, all of this is odd... on our graduation day, I remember someone saying that he was afraid to work and now, this summer, almost everyone wants to earn money.

Ask me if I want a job, of course, of course, of course. I want a job... but I don't know why I don't take time to get and answer an application form, pretend to be nice on an interview, and dress-up even if the whole job itself doesn't even need you to look good anyway. I want money for my tuition fee (currently, the most 'prioritized' problem of my mother and I) and everything.

Anyway, Good luck to me???

yet, another BORING day.

2006-04-04T02:26:00.000-07:00

As April 4, 2006 is about to end (well, for Philippine time) surely i can say, i was NOT satisfied with the things i have done and or got. The day is like any other BORING day where I receive bad messages, bad comments, bad ratings, overly good comments, overly good ratings, overly good messages, and the like but truly, what made me really BORED about this day are:

I am ONE point short into grabbing a 25% grade in Filipi1 recitation.
I studied all night and yet, i did not sensed Perfection in the light of my INERSCI final exam.
I got a very uncanny fact for catching a grade of 95 on my persuasive speech on ENGLTRI.
I fear the actuality of having grades lower than 2.0 for my FILIPI1 due to the one point shortage explained earlier.
I made a much, much shoddier version of a Teledrama by confessing my personal matters onto a one-paged, single-spaced reaction paper on INTROSO.

Truly, i taste action... i'm BORED with this! (for Pete's sake.... Spare me!)

I am worried that/about...

2006-04-02T18:27:00.000-07:00

My prof in LITERA1 will not like my Term Paper

My score in 'another' paper in LITERA1

My score in 'another-another' paper in Psychology

My score in our Persuasive Speech in ENGLTRI

My Final Grade in PEINDIV

My Final Grade in GENPSYC

My Final Grade in LITERA1

My Final Grade in ENGLTRI

My Final Grade in INERSCI

My Final Grade in LBYPHYF

My Final Grade in INTROSO

My Final Grade in FILIPI1

All my Final grades!!!

WAAH!

fuzz and everything.

2006-03-30T01:16:00.000-08:00

I just again, ended one of the greatest uncertainties that I think 'has' or maybe 'almost' killed me during the progress of this whole term.

Yes, I have delivered my speech without sounding like a 'sheep'. (figuratively and literally, from whichever point-of-view you prefer)

I even spoke with a smile (although, it's forced)

for grade's sake.

As I watch my own guise on the screen I noticed something. Gee, my hair smells, errr, my hair looks terrific on TV. Hahaha... with the greatest ever gizmo that I added into my account: the ever nerdy-ever glasses.

This latest thingamabob that I have acquired since last month, has added a force to really show the person (or monster) thriving inside me.

Anyway, what a relief.

i am getting paranoid.

2006-03-27T06:19:00.000-08:00

this the letter that i have sent to the yahoo groups of miss sangil with regards to my lost diskette with my term paper:

okay, miss i know that this is my fault but i am really worrying. i lost my diskette on cybernook and my termpaper is saved there but i also have a copy on my e-mail. if in case that someone have a same term paper as mine or 'para-phrased' term paper, i am the original HONESTLY and probably that someone just got it from my disk.

thanks.

errors...errors...

2006-03-19T21:20:00.000-08:00

errors... brought my second post for the day.

i just noticed that when i changed my blog template (just yesterday) all of my posts were ruined!!!!!

see: desperado

tongue-tied

forced to soound academic...

EVERYTHING!

i can't edit all of them, duh!

the difference of brotherly love from romantic love

2006-03-19T18:34:00.000-08:00

read the story, At ako'y inanod by Marcel Navarra first, otherwise, you won't get the point of this post:

Loloy,

Maaring hindi mo inaasahan ang sulat na ito sapagkat alam mong ako'y mabibigla sa iyong mensahe. Oo, tunay ngang ako'y nabigla roon at nagalit! Matagal ko ring pinag-isipan kung itutuloy ko nga ang pagsulat, at ang resulta ay ito. Matagal ko nang napansin na kakaiba ang mga ikinikilos mo lalo na't nagkita tayo sa Le Toile, nakakainis ka... ngunit sa kabila ng lahat, inaamin kong nag-alala ako sa iyo ng mga panahong nawala ka. Matagal na matagal... akong naghintay... naaalala ko pa ang mga panahon na tayo'y magkasama... ngunit ngayon... Bakit... nga lang, bakit ang kapatid ko pa?!? masasabi kong tama lamang ang ginawa ng iyong konsensiya sapagkat matagal ko nang ibinubunbon sa sarili ko ang mga ito. Huwag mo aknog sisihin, matagal ko na rin namang ipinadadama at isinasambulat na Hindi ko rin naman inaasahan na ang bulaklak na wari'y wala nang pagasang mabubuhay ay umusbong sa pamamagitan lamang ng taglay mong maliliit na patak. Bakit di mo pinag-bibigyan ang aking tinig, pagsusumamo... nasasaktan ako sapagkat, hindi mo man lamang sinusunod ang mga payo ko... kahit isa man sa mga ito... mga payong may kahalong pagseselos at pag-aalala na hindi na madiligan ang bulaklak, at gayon nga ang nangyari... sa iba mo idinidilig ang iyong atensyon at ngayon ay kapatid ko pa, isang nakalalapit sakin. Nasaktan ako sa ginawa mong iyon tulad ng kapatid ko... ipina-alam ko ang nilalaman ng sulat sa kanya at nagulat ako sa kanyang nagging reaksyon. Loloy, hindi ko na siya maka-usap... Ano ba ang totoo? Dalawa kaming nasasaktan sa iyong ginawa at hindi mo man lamang naisip iyon. Si pepita, ibang -iba na siya. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko pagkat ako'y tao lang rin. Kausapin mo ako ng harapan Loloy, ng harapan... kailangan ko ang iyong pagpapaliwanag, kausapin mo si Pepita, humingi ka ng tawad... alam kong ikaw lamang ang makapagbabalik sa kanya... Sa ngayon, puso ko'y nalilito, O, bakit mo ginawa ito? Loloy, kung alam mo lang ang nararamdaman ko! Mahal ko ang kapatid ko, Ngunit sa kabila ng lahat ay inaamin ko sayong ang bulaklak ay patuloy pa ring naritito sa loob ko, nalalapit na ang pagkalanta, nauuhawsa mga dilig mo. Nais ko sanang ipa-alala na hindi pa huli ang lahat. Maaari pa itong umusbong at lumago kung ipagmamarapatin mo at maaari pa ring bumalik ang sikat ng araw sa mukha ni Pepita. Mangyayari lamang ito sa muling pagdilig ng isang malinis na tubig, isang Loloy na dati ay aking nakilala at naging kaibigan...

hahayaan mo bang masayang ang magandang bulakalak na ito? Hindi naman sa ako'y nangongonsensiya ngunit kahit sa sandaling pagkakataon... ngayon nawa'y malinawan ka na sa kung anong nilalaman ng saloobin mo. Hindi rin naman kita pinipilit, ang gusto ko lang ay mapalagay ka. Loloy, nararamdaman ng pusong umiirog ang dinadama ng kanyang sinisinta. Magtiwala ka sana sa akin... kahit na kaunti't ngayon lamang...

Inaasahan ko ang pakikisama mo, Loloy... nais ko talagang ika'y makausap, ating linawin na ang gusot na ito at sabay sabay na ibalik ang dati...

Muli, inaasahan ko ang iyong pakikisama...

Nagsusumamo;
Kid

Now, i'm really a "desperado"

2006-03-15T23:52:00.000-08:00

I am guilty for not having accomplished any of the things i promised to you, my beloved readers (if there are). This is the reason why i am actually doing this stupid thing- translating my own work.

I finally found you!!

yes, i finally found you!

I feel so glad

My heart is really going to explode

i live my life everyday, thinking of you

now, i know where you are

my heart is stomping so fast

so fast that it hurts

but the mere thought of you

heals it, makes me happy

excessively.

I know your every thought

And the instances that makes you hurt...

But, i can't comfort you

I'm aware of the place you are staying

But i'm too far...

Too far- i can't really reach you

This gives me the hurt feeling

I really want to tell you that,

Someone likes you...

I.

I can see your efforts for a girl.

That makes me so jealous.

I'm envious.

Shit!

If she doesn't want you, I -

Do

I'm serious

Straight to the point - If she doesn't want you, I -

Do

I really wish that i could tell you this

So that you won't get sad.

I hate it when you feel poignant.

It's impact saddens me also.

I want to -I can surely make you smile

Forget bout'-

Her

And your problems

I promise.

in reality,

Not just in dreams.

But ...

Destiny hates me so much.

Why?

why did you LEFT so fast?

Now, i'm really far to where you are.

really, really, far

i'm hurting

much more painful if compared to

when i found you

why?

when i found you, you LEFT already...

why did'nt you wait for me?

I wish this is just a dream-

If it's true...

It hurts so much.

okay!!! I don't own the image...
http://www.poster.net/vriesendorp-heleen/vriesendorp-heleen-alone-i-2303143.jpg

what image?!?

Arn's a 'script' lover.

2006-03-15T01:36:00.000-08:00

Today, the 'ordinary' and 'routinely' script encoded in my brain regarding my everyday school life was tainted.

I usually get myself satisfied with the things I NORMALLY do on Wednesday.

My class is at 9:30 but I find my feet walking on the university grounds at about 7:00. after every class I go to the cyber nook to fill in the gaps of the worst schedule that I've ever made in the first few months of my college life, then getting wrinkles by waiting for my mom for one hour, and go home where I-

I can't believe that I am actually one hour and fifteen minutes late when I arrive here at school if compared to my routine- hah! That means that I am just one hour and forty five minutes early for my next class! Unacceptable!

I finally made myself suffer more by removing my decaying (literally) tooth. I really love the pain it hands to me every time I eat sweets. It, to some sort, serves as a reminder that I really love hurting myself and as long as it shows its power, I can't sleep. I love its twinge that resembles the destruction of a building-the only thing is that the one being 'destructed' are the roots of my tooth and cavities are strictly doing their thing.

Boy, Cavities are doing their jobs well... what are we doing? What are we if compared to their earnestness...?

Perhaps, let's trust the cavities?

desperado

2006-03-13T23:57:00.001-08:00

* sit back and relax... control your temper: I know… I will (have to) explain something later.

..................................................

I finally found you!

Yes, nahanap na rin kita...

I feel so glad

My heart is going to explode na.

I live my life everyday kaka-isip sayo

At ngayon, I know where you are

My heart is stomping so fast,

So fast na masakit na.

Pero, iniisip ko palang na ganun,

I'm Happy na,

Sobra.

I know kung ano and thoughts sa mind mo,

At I know na rin kung you're hurt...

But, I can't comfort you....

Alam ko yung place that you are staying

But I'm too layo...

Sobrang Far - I can't reach you talaga.

This gives me the hurt feeling...

I want to sabi sayo na,

Someone likes you...

Ako yun...

I can see your paghihirap to a girl

That makes me so jealous.

Inggit ako.

Bwiset.

Kung ayaw niya, I want -

You

Serious ako

Straight to the point... kung ayaw niya, I want -

You

Sana talaga I can sabi this to you...

So that you won't get sad.

I hate it when you feel poignant.

Kasi, I feel its impact talaga

I want to -

I can surely make you smile

Forget bout' -

Her

And your problema.

Promise ko sayo yun.

Sana nga, in reality -

Hindi lang sa dreams.

Kaso...

malupit nga ang desiny sa kin

Why?

why did you LEFT so fast?

ngayon, sobrang far ko na talaga to you

really,really, far

i'm hurting

mas-masakit pa ito if compared nuong

nalaman ko na your place

bakit?

when i found you, you LEFT already...

hindi mo man lang ako na-wait.

Sana dream lang ito-

if it exist in reality,

masakit...

.................................................

-An attempt to a tag-lish poetry after reading and being awestruck by Valediction sa Hillcrest by Tinio. Okay, tell me I don't have ORIGINALITY! Blah, blah, blah.

I'll post also the English translation some other time.

tongue-tied

2006-03-09T18:53:00.000-08:00

I know it's hard to write. Yes, you need to have the supreme vocabulary power and the mega determination for you to start and write even just a three-sentenced paragraph.

Ask me if I have those things... of course, I do but I let it pass... pass as fast as the wind.

One day, I just felt like something, a deep, very deep passion brought weight into my heart. It took me for about five minutes just to recognize and grasp that kind of feeling lingering unto me... voila! Now I know...

Out of the clear blue sky, an idea came into my mind like tsunami waves about to hit the grounds… It was regarding the Metro Manila Film Festival (MMFF). I find it really funny, when a lot of showbiz people like, never mind, cannot accept their own defeats, so I felt like I was so mean and developed an idea that would put me into that certain scenario to punish myself.

And there I was, thinking for a character name and developing a plot. Well, this turned out to be just fine and yeah, I mean it, fine. Let me introduce you to Berting, Roberto Madlang-away, a freelance writer who is just damned contented and happy with his life by blogging and posting his 'masterpieces' on the net. This certain character, of course, like what I said, was copied from me... just don’t ask why is it a man. The setting would be a year before the next MMFF and a giant movie company, 'Legal', tell me its familiar, is trying to find a writer for their next movie. And so this happened, I know you guessed right, the giant company, 'Legal', contacted Berting to buy the rights of his story posted on his blog, The movie was made, was a top-grosser and was 'surprisingly', a non-winner on the MMFF. Now, the conflicts aroused. The staff behind the movie cannot accept their defeat and is willing to do anything just to lift that defeat. Berting, was having problems... and was greatly affected by the actions.

It was so fast that I developed all on one hour. The plot will be on first person, that it will be flashback, blah...blah...blah

I do not know why I did not purse to write the story because I find it good, and I don't know and don't care about your opinion. Well, I guess this is a product of determination inconsistencies?

Every other detail is ready...

Nothing happened...

I wish I could write it sometime.

Forced to sound academic

2006-03-06T01:39:00.000-08:00

Right now, I feel as if it is tomorrow. Tomorrow is another nerve-wracking day filled with stress, hassle, talks, talks, and talks...

I don't mind if I need to talk... just don't let me talk academically - unprepared.

I have two testimonies for the upcoming day: a panel discussion of which I am a member and a report.

Why am I unprepared? 'Myself' is really a force to surmise to. He/she (or it) know that the supposed talk is academic and thus acted a hindrance for my persistence. He/she (or it) blocks me to revise and blames me when the judgment day has come-that is if I got a handle on my new and freshly-cut course cards.

Now, I am unprepared but nevertheless ready.

An irony? Yes, the world is all about irony.

The three bears’ story... altered

2006-03-03T01:50:00.000-08:00

Yet, I am again faced with a menacing scenario which requires cockiness and tree-height buoyancy.

Who among you wants to perform the three bears’ song in front of the class? I know you won’t, I don’t want too, either.

Perhaps, you would if you ARE a natural clown and you mastered the art of masochism, hurting yourself with ridicule and mock from your equals, gives you pleasure.

The problem is I’m not a masochist by emotion. I like giving myself pain physically but not emotionally and I’m not going to do it just by fun because I’m not a clown.

This is horrid…

Change of plan… the three bears’ story was suddenly changed by a more throbbing one. Does the derision of your intellectual capacity hurt you? Yes… it would. I know because if it doesn’t even give a slight twinge to your dignity then you are an alien. You are an alien or perhaps a zombie.

Facing the question, ‘Is that the ‘INTELLIGENT’ interpretation (of a poem) you have accomplished’, really tested my patience and the degree of how I respect myself.

Yeah… why don't you add 'ONLY' to make it sound more specific… AS^H*LE!

I told you I respect myself a lot.

What's the title of this yarn? the YOU-are-s0-intelligent-and-I-am-s0s0-not story starring me and Mr. Einstein Wannabe

sorry, if i can't surpass your wisdom...Mr. Einstein Wannabe!

geez

identity exposed

2006-03-02T01:14:00.000-08:00

An important Advisory

2006-02-28T16:11:00.000-08:00

Unacceptable mistakes

Due to the insistent flaws and mistakes I spotted whenever I visit my blog, re-read my posts and sleepless nights it caused, here are the corrections to those excruciating and deplorable shame I brought to the English language, myself and ‘myself.’

Date: Saturday, February 18, 2006\ post entitled: people on stereotypes \mistake spotted: ‘I wa in the University of the Philippines….’ \Correction: ‘I was in the University of the Philippines…’

Date: Tuesday, February 14, 2006 \post entitled: Finally! Something Digestible\ mistake spotted: ‘It has been exactly one month since I started to appreciate the musical intellect of the people behind much known eraserheads.’\ correction: ‘It has been exactly one month since I started to appreciate the musical intellect of the people behind the legendary… eraserheads.’

Date: Saturday, November 19, 2005.\ post entitled: Authoritarianism\ mistake spotted: actually, this is not a direct exposure to the verses with mistakes but a mistake which I think is something related to magic and is about to happen now….no martial law please!!! \correction: I should have not posted this entry anyway.

Date: Friday, October 28, 2005\ post entitled: (B^b^…T^ng^-t^ng^ ko!) .\ mistake spotted: . ‘sh^t, i almost failed at INSTUDI... i did all i can but.... what happened?!?!?! hahaha, i hate myself... i hate you, i hate you, hate you. now i am sensing that my course card grade in INSTUDI is....Uhhhhhhh!’ \correction: . ‘sh^t, i almost failed at INSTUDI... i did all i can but.... what happened?!?!?! hahaha, i hate myself... i hate me, i hate me, hate me. now i am sensing that my course card grade in INSTUDI is....Uhhhhhhh!’

Date: Thusday, October 27, 2005 \post entitled: another, ‘pasingit’\ mistake spotted: ‘hahaha... i don't care if you don't care, because we only care of ourselves. oopss.. admit it, it's true! Hahaha’ \correction: ‘hahaha... i don't care if you don't care, because we only care for ourselves. oopss.. admit it, it's true! Hahaha’

Date: Friday, October 14, 2005\ post entitled: pressureshameambiguity\ mistake spotted: ‘i am happy coz' i finished it already. waht an achievement!’\ correction: ‘i am happy coz' i finished it already. what an achievement!’

Date: Friday, October 14, 2005 \post entitled: pressureshameambiguity \mistake spotted: ‘Ambiguity. i can't remember what is the original title of my poem. but i surely know that it is not AMBIGUITY as it published on the Litcircle newsletter.well, it's okay. i don't even know, at first, what is the best title that will suites it well. i think’\ correction: ‘Ambiguity. i can't remember what is the original title of my poem. but i surely know that it is not AMBIGUITY as it was published on the Litcircle newsletter.well, it's okay. i don't even know, at first, what is the best title that suites it well. i think…’

wait for the next update. I might repost this again.

boy,it seems that i write like an illiterate...

take me to the 'grammar asylum'... if you dare.

with the current crisis aside, here is the confession of a queer bird

2006-02-26T16:13:00.000-08:00

with the current national crisis aside, here is the confession of a queer bird

A lot of people say that I write nonsense; that I am just chasing rainbows when writing those things. I never imagined myself to be like that. I have respect to myself and I do not believe whatever they will say about me. Well, okay, I admit, I created those things… those things that even I, the writer, can’t even digest.

Words…Sentences… My world spins with sentences and I breathe words. Writing is my passion and you cannot do anything to change it.

Ask me if I hate myself. Of course I don’t. I just said that I respect myself. I know what I’m doing but it seems like I love to look at the world on tinted glasses. Is this the reason why they can’t understand me? Really, I just can’t help it. It’s like a hobby. Every time I write I just can’t get a handle on my thoughts. It’s like my brain is functioning independently and I am being used as a medium to take that task and drop it like a hot potato.

Sometimes I really think like that, elaborately and head strongly. Going headway, without looking and sensing any hindrance that could neither save nor destroy me. They could destroy me from those painful articulates they set free when they talk about me and yet save me from the phantasm my mind is starting to cultivate inside my brain.

Do they hate me? Yes they do, I think so… they don’t understand, they overkill. Can’ t they accept it? Each one of us pours applesauce and I am not the only one. I mean, anytime, I could iron out those wrinkles but what are they doing? They just…

Argh… now… will you excuse me, I fell droopy…. I still have a reverie to create…

Signed, A writer.

People on stereotypes

2006-02-18T17:02:00.000-08:00

For Pete’s sake! I really did not expect the play to be that annoying. I wa in the University of the Philippine’s theater (UP theater) yesterday to watch a play. Not because I really want to watch the play so I get there but we were mandated. At first I was just enjoying myself, the heck, you’re not a human if you won’t find their jokes really funny; but of all jokes, why did they chose the one that is sensitive to my ears and that irritates to the toes. Well, I know that people are ‘naturally’ prone to be stereotyped but of all jokes why did they chose that, knowing that most of their audience are LaSallians!

Yes, I know you are getting it. By now, you know the joke that I am pertaining to. Hahaha! “maganda nga school nila, pero meron ba sila nito? (Well, they have good school facilities but do they have brains?)” (Pointing to their heads) hahaha! I’m not really pleased!

After releasing that single line. I lost my concentration on the play. Hahaha!

"myself" as a host

2006-02-16T01:20:00.000-08:00

A nonsensical update

Yeah. I really love the word… “NONSENSE”

This week has been the nerve-racking one I had this term…midterms!!!

I am indebted by “myself” to study hard because I ask “me” (or if you call it an “it”) to get much better marks: Grades much, much, much superior than the past two terms.

Well, I can’t blame “myself”. I was the one who caused “him/her” (or “it”) to suffer from this ‘squat -grade syndrome’ which has started last August (after receiving my first course card). Who here won’t get hurt with a GPA (grade point average, for those who don’t know) of 2.950 and 2.975. Yes! Just points away on being on the dean’s list.

I guess (or I think) that “myself” is right… yeah “he/she” (or “it”) have a point. Right now, I am really pleased that I get perfect scores on our latest tests.

Well I am still hoping to get higher ones when I receive my Midterm Exam results. I trust myself (and “myself”) hahaha!!!

And oh, I also love COMPLAINING!!! “myself” force me to do so…

Finally! something digestible.

2006-02-14T01:34:00.000-08:00

It has been exactly one month since I started to appreciate the musical intellect of the people behind much known eraserheads. (Yes, it’s that recent, don’t blame me). I like their music so much that I use them (the songs) whenever I need to calm my nerves down. It’s very odd you see that this penchant started from the playing of their songs by our neighbors. Hahaha… I know! They played those tracks since Stone Age but why did I like them just at this instant? Well, I have cracking reasons for you but you need not to know right now, probably it would be better if I write it in a separate article for your expediency (haha… dare to read it!).

With the greatest gratitude I have for the sources, the Eraserheads started with a magazine. Yes, a band member started flipping pages and saw this Eraserhead movie thing of David Lynch. Mix the two and voila! *The utmost, most ingenious creatures that the Philippines have ever had are born: Ely Buendia, Raimund Marasigan, Marcus Adoro, and Buddy Zabala, commonly known as The Eraserheads. (*Note: evident biases).

They started with a very unheard of record called the “Pop U!” (Exclamation point included) and from fastidious gigs near their campus. (Yes, it’s THEIR campus; I’m not from THAT school, if you know what I mean). They were signed up by the BMG records on 1992 and produced their debut album they called “ultraelectromagneticpop!” derived from, I think, Voltez 5’s top. Hahaha, Voltez 5 is truly a potent influencing apparatus at that time. This album features the archetypal, clean (yes, clean) version of “Pare ko”, the compelling, “Maling Akala” and “Tindahan ni aling nena.”

On 1994, the band released their sophomore album, called “Circus”. They say that the name was applied to the way their lives are moving. (sheesh, good thing my life wasn’t like that) This album brought admired songs like “with a smile” and the perfectly controversial song “Alapaap”. This coveted album was later followed by “Cutterpillow” which the origin of the name, I don’t know. This album introduced the songs “Ang Huling El Bimbo” and “overdrive.”

A lot of people say that after the four albums, they got (pardon for the rough word) exhausted from the Eraserheads. Well, as for me, I really have no idea because I just RECENTLY liked them but I AM really pretentious by these remarks of them. I know, I don’t have the right to give a complaint but if I were really in their place I would also utter the same words (it think, or maybe not?)

Their most recent albums were Sticker Happy (1997), Natin99 (1999), Carbon Streoxide (2001). This was still awarded platinum and gold but was not that exalted as their first albums.

In 2002, the band separated. The reasons, well it stands nameless until now but a lot of chitchat says that it was because of a girl and also Ely was just tired. Well, whatever the raison d'être is, let’s just leave it alone. Anyway, let’s just mind our own businesses.

The remaining members was still had the guts and was capable to produce an album called “Please Transpose” with a new vocalist, Kris Dancel (tell me about it, I don’t know her also) still under the name “Eraserheads’. After a month, the band changed its name to “Cambio” the same time Ely formed the band “Mongols.”

Well, Cambio didn’t last that long and its former members has their own careers now. Raimund Marasigan is on “Sandwich”, Buddy Zabala on “The Dawn”, Marcus Adoro was later associated with “superfernando” and Ely Buendia formed his new band called “Pupil”.

In 2002, BMG Records released a collection of their greatest songs in an album called “Eraserheads Anthology” which did well in terms of sales. This is the reason why the should-be “tribute album” followed after a year. Ultraelectromagneticjam! (Odd name) was a collection of popular songs by the Eraserheads sung by the greatest (for them) circle of artists today. Why I called it a “should-be” tribute album is another big issue… wait for the follow up (boy, now I owe you a lot).

Now, because of this “should-be” tribute album, we give our ears something good to hear while listening to the radio (I know, I’m biased). Well, its really good to think that younger people (like me) could RECOGNIZE this supreme ever band.

PlAiN nOtHiNg

2006-02-12T00:57:00.000-08:00

Yes…plain nothing! I admit that I’ve been busy for the past few weeks but duh! Now I’m not. I can’t even think of anything good to write in here and yet I still have the courage to post! Hahaha!

Plain nothing! Nothing happened well, nothing happened badly. Yes, all are stuck/ sandwiched/flanked in between…( I know you got what I mean).

Plain nothing! for the past few days/months... i've been posting nonsense... pics...Unadorned grumbles …etc... etc… right now...

it's still nonsense!

by the way, you dont have the right to complain because the hell dis is ma' blog and the title is depicting nonsense
boy... why have you read this anyway?

kul

2006-02-02T20:53:00.000-08:00

naluluto na ang utak ko...

sobrang dami problema

sobrang dami assignment

sobrang dami gagawin

hay....... naku talaga!!!!!

yeah!

2006-01-18T01:53:00.000-08:00

updated.

2006-01-04T01:25:00.000-08:00

i got:

another GPA (2.975) not accepted to be in the deans list.

an eraserheads CD called: Eraserheads Anthology

a lotion, a pillow, a charmbracelet, a thought box ( i dunno what to call it), a novel, a (s****d) blouse, and an unidentified black leather bag for christmas...

i thought:

i will finally be in the dean's list

i got *someone instead of *someone i picked to be my prof

i finished all my left task for the year that passed but i really did'nt

i accomplished:

err, nothing?

the picture itself says it:

2005-12-14T16:53:00.000-08:00

Threshold

2005-12-11T22:40:00.000-08:00

Do you remember me ?

Lost for so long.

Will you be on the other side ?

Will you forgive me ?

Will I be denied ?

...

2005-12-10T18:29:00.000-08:00

I tried to kill the pain,

But only brought more.(So much more)

I'm dying,And I'm pouring,

crimson regret, and betrayal.

I'm dying,

Praying,

Bleeding,

Screaming.

Am I too lost ?

haHaha

2005-11-19T18:25:00.000-08:00

Chan provides icing for Magnolia

The Philippine Star 11/20/2005
This time, it was Jeff Chan’s turn to shine for Magnolia Dairy Ice Cream. The 6-foot-3 Chan came through with two big plays down the stretch to power the Wizards to a thrilling 75-67 win over gritty Harbour Centre for their fourth straight win in the 2006 PBL Heroes Cup at the FEU Gym. Arwind Santos led the Wizards with 19 points but it was Chan who struck hardest when needed most as Magnolia stayed unbeaten in four games. After stealing the ball from the unsuspected Joseph Yeo, Chan capped his heroics by knocking in a huge trey that finally unnerved the Port Masters, 72-67, with only 33 ticks left. The Port Masters, who won their first two games, absorbed their second straight defeat. Yeo led Harbour with 18 points but was hardly a factor in the fourth.

GO Nica...

ang galing talaga ng mga Tsinito!

haHaha

authoritarianism

2005-11-19T16:48:00.000-08:00

GENERAL ORDER No. 4

WHEREAS, Proclamation No.1081, dated Sept. 21, 1972, declaring a state of martial law throughout the land was issued because of wanton destruction of lives and property, widespread lawlessness and anarchy, and chaos and disorder now prevailing throughout the country, which condition has been the intended consequence of the activities of groups of men now actively engaged in a criminal conspiracy to seize political and state power in the Philippines and to take over the Government by force and violence the extent of which has now assumed the proportion of an actual war against our people and their legitimate Government;

WHEREAS, terroristic activities, assassination of innocent citizens and leaders of our society, arsons and deliberate destructions of public and private property as well as military installations and vital public facilities and services, illegal and tumultuous assemblies designed to generate hate against our legitimate Government and its duly constituted authorities, and lootings and robberies, are going on unabated especially during nighttime due to the mounting efforts of those radical and lawless elements who are now actively challenging and defying the Government through actual military confrontation; and
WHEREAS, it is necessary to restrict the movement of our inhabitants during certain hours of the day in order to prevent unnecessary loss of lives or injury to persons as well as the deli- berate and wanton destruction of property and the disruption of essential public facilities and services through sabotage, arson and other similar destructive means, and in order furthermore to make more effective the implementation and enforcement of the martial law declared in and by virtue of Proclamation No.1081 dated Sept. 21, 1972.

NOW, THEREFORE, I, Ferdinand E. Marcos, Commander-in-Chief of all the Armed Forces of the Philippines, pursuant to the aforesaid Proclamation No. 1081 dated Sept. 21, 1972, do hereby order that a curfew be maintained and enforced throughout the Philippines between the hours of twelve midnight and four o'clock in the morning and that between these hours and 'during the effectivity of this order no person in the Philippines shall be allowed to move about outside his or her residence unless he or she is authorized in writing to do so by the military commander-in-charge of his or her area of residence, and that any person who violates this order shall be arrested and forthwith taken into custody and kept within the premises of the nearest military camp and shall be released not later than twelve o'clock noon following the day of his or her apprehension unless there are valid and compelling reasons or ground for his or her continued detention in which case he or she shall be transferred to and kept in the nearest prison camp.Done in the City of Manila, this 22nd day of September, in the year of our Lord, nineteen hundred and seventy-two.

(Sgd.) FERDINAND E. MARCOS

President

Republic of the Philippines

source:

>Marcos, F. E. (1972, september 21.). General Order no. 4. Retrieved November 20, 2005, from http://www.lawphil.net/executive/genor/go1972/genor_4_1972.html

ang hirap nito...

2005-11-14T02:45:00.000-08:00

ngayon ko lang nalaman...

na ang isa pa palang bagay na mahirap gawin,

habang nag-aaral ka sa La Salle ay...

gumawa ng Schedule...

umaasa at nagsusumamo...whatever.

2005-11-10T01:34:00.000-08:00

ngayon ko lang naisip na napaka-tamad ko talagang estudyante... hindi sana ako nag-hihirap ng ganito kung di ako inatake ng katam. ngayon umaasa ako nayung dalawang essays na pinasa ko this week will have an excellent grade.alam mo naman perfectionist to... sana nga. akoy nagsusumamo.

finally!

2005-11-09T01:32:00.000-08:00

now, i definitely have something to right about...

ilang beses na akong nag-attempt na i-update ito but what happened?!?

4th attempt na ito and finally, i think, successful naman

1st Attempt: cybernook. time, 5:50 pm. 5:50 na pala, meaning magsasara na ang cybernook! o my God!(pronounced as "o may Gad') i didn't notice the time.... napilitan tuloy akong i-close yung window kahit na di pa na-save gawa ko.... how sad.

2nd Attempt: sa house. time,11:45 am. reason: wala lang. kasi may n^n*n**$ sa akin... hahehi

3rd Attempt: sa house. 6:30 pm. anak ng putik, tinapa, kamatis at $#%$ ! nag-brown out.

well, november na... first post. wala lang

isa nanamang kabalbalan...

2005-10-31T17:18:00.000-08:00

1. ako si Arn...eh, ano nga bang paki-alam mo?!?! hahaha

2. sa tingin ko wala ako sa sarili ko ngayon... sinimulan ko ba naman ang matinding philosophy paper ko... at take note... 1 page pa lang nagagawa ko...arghhhhhhh.... talaga. amf.

3. tanong ko lang, ano nga ba ang silbi ng panaginip? bakit may mga taong, nananaginip ng may tao? bakit kaya ako ganun?

4. why is the song, "wake me up when september ends" still played on the radio?... nobyembre na... wala pa bang gumigising sa kanya?

5. bakit manager ng westlife si ....... ; anu nga ba pangalan nun?

6. may potential ka bang maging manghuhula? O talagang likas na manghuhula ka...

7. Bakit kaya tinawag silang boyband kahit di na sila boy? bakit kaya may mga boy na mahilig sa boy? ganun kaya sila?

8. Bakit di ko kaya ininglish toh’? pangit ba pag di English? Ano ba ang masama pag tagalog?

9. bakit may intsik?

10. isa ka ba sa mga taong .... ******* *** ****? basahin mo yung post sa baba...vv

pArA sA mgA tAong ***** * ****:

2005-10-29T19:41:00.000-07:00

taos puso kong ipinamamahagi ang "5-hindi" na ito:

1. hindi pa pasko...padaanin muna ang araw ng mga patay.

2. hindi lang kayo ang may pinapasan na daigdig!

3. hindi lahat ng nag-aaral sa la salle ay BOB^.

4. hindi si ARwind ang dahilan ng pambabatok sa kanya ni Salga^o.

5. hindi muna dapat magsalita kung wala ka namang maipagmamalaki.

(B^b^.... t^ng^-T^ng^ ko!)

2005-10-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

this is such an annoying day!!!

i mean it!!!!

1. sh^t, i almost failed at INSTUDI... i did all i can but.... what happened?!?!?! hahaha, i hate myself... i hate you, i hate you, hate you. now i am sensing that my course card grade in INSTUDI is....Uhhhhhhh! (B^b^.... t^ng^-T^ng^ ko!)

2. in KASPIL, our prof said were not worthy to be liberal arts students coz' of having such LOW comprehension...
(that's degrading... halos natapakan ang dignity ko)

3. i know that my quiz in ENGLTWO wan't good enough... now i am worrying it would just resemble that miserable thing i got on INSTUDI and i would end up as a sore loser...again. (B^b^.... t^ng^-T^ng^ ko!)

uhhhhhh.... i can't think of anything else!

and

p.s. (B^b^.... t^ng^-T^ng^ ko!)

another, "pasingit"

2005-10-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

okay, i know, i have been posting useless things for the past 3 days... don't blame me, though...hahaha. i know you wouldn't, why the hell you would care about me?!?! hahaha... i don't care if you don't care, because we only care of ourselves. oopss.. admit it, it's true! hahaha

nothings wrong with "pasingit"...i mean, all of us has a right to utter the word and use its sense. i always encounter people using this certain "right" i'm talking about. just this morning, my friend( the one i am talking about in the other post down there vv) was waiting for our photocopies... i wouldn't mention what the photocopy is about, i know you don't care ; ] then this guy came and wants to "singit" his paper...hahaha

today i'm happy... im happy coz' you don't care about me and i finally found the PERFECT background for my friendster account and my blog (this blog). tell me its funny...laugh at me...hahaha. i too want to laugh....hahaha

now, i won't make this post "novel-long" i promised that this will just be a "pasingit" thing.... which means... its short, it won't take the hell out of your time nor drain off all the water in your body. but if you did find it long...

I DON'T CARE!

hahaha....

now, i'm evil....

pasingit lang ha?!?!

2005-10-25T07:09:00.000-07:00

whatever...

yan talaga ang araw ko ngayon.

whatever sa volleyball... whatever din sa sarili ko kasi nilagnat ako... at pumasok pa rin (praning!)

anyway, hindi ko talaga inaasahan na isang tao pa na hindi mo aaakalaing makagagawa ng mabuti ang magiging mabuti ngayon. hahaha

kung hindi dahil sa kanya, hindi ko maaalala ang reaction paper... tapos nag-alala din siya nung sama pakiramdam ko tas' sinamahan pa ako sa clinic... well...

ngayon, katatapos ko lang gawin yung reaction paper na yon... well masaya ako hahaha!

söüR Cüpcăkě

2005-10-21T23:26:00.000-07:00

hoy ikaw, oo ikaw... tama ka ng rinig. naaalala mo pa ba? may utang pa pala ako sayo. sabi ko diba mag-co-comment ako sa mga games. o naalala mo na? ayan. napanood ko na kasi eh. ito lang ang masasabi ko...

GAME 1

isa lang ang masasabi ko rito. ang pangit. in what sense, hay naku ikaw kaya matalo ng ganon?!!? hahaha buti nga. anyway, ayoko ng game na ito kasi parang ang T^-T^ng^ ng FEU players na mag-shoot. grabe ilang misses din yun. diba pag halftime pino-post ung stats. anak ng panot!, ampangit ng sa FEU. bad trip talaga ako nun. shyeittttt! tapos akala ko matatalo pa. hay naku.

player evaluation: (pasensya na sa nakaligtaan ko)

ARWIND SANTOS: itong taong toh.... sa game 1 sinimento na niya sa katawan niya ang MVP award. biruin mo 29 points (nakatatak pa rin sa utak ko) hehehe. siya pa nagpanalo dahil sa kanyang ever-dakilang follow-up.

MARK ISIP: ito, *no offense meant, parang di ko namamalayan pag pumapasok,(o sadyang wala lang talaga akong pakialam kaya di ko siya napapansin) pero, grabe ha...malaki rin ang naitulong niya sa game. kahit papaano 0.0'

RJ RIZADA: b***K siya sa game 1. hay naku. lhat ng shot niya... napaka pathetic... hay naku pero naka 3 pts... okay na yon.

JEFF CHAN: isa pa siya... pero mas okay yung game niya kay RJ... mas productive siya sa court... kaso sablay mga tres eh....

JONAS VILLANUEVA: well, hands up pa rin kasi nalulusutan niya ung full court press ng la salle. malaking bagay na yon.

EDER SALDUA: (tama ba ung name?!?!) well, you peaked at the right time... salamat sa mga tres.

Game 2

ito ang pamatay na hindi. the hell!, ang saya-saya ko kaya nung first half kasi laki ng lamang ng Tams... tapos ano nahabol! my GOD (pronounced as "may gad") hay pansin ko lang sa game na to... nag step-up na ung ibang players... buti naman... kasi nabaon nila ang trophy kahit naputol pa ito... teka, wag sisihin si RJ hindi siya sumira nun... nadaganan lang po siya...hay, tinapos ko talaga ito as in.. kaya sa player evaluation ko ilalagay ko yung mga natatandaan kong sinabi nila sa interview...

player evaluation: (pasensya na sa nakaligtaan ko, ulit)

ARWIND SANTOS: well, MVP na ng season, MVP pa ng finals... kahit kalahati lang ng score niya sa game 1 ang nagawa niya sa game 2, okay lang... grabe hanga ako sayo pare!

MARK ISIP: ito, *no offense meant, hindi ko pa rin napansin na pumasok pala...pero in fareness, dahil sa mga free throw niya... nanalo rin ang FEU. malaking tulong yon. isa sa mythical five ba naman eh... ipinagtataka pa ba yan.

RJ RIZADA: hindi siya ang sumira ng trophy. promise. kitang-kita sa TV na nadaganan siya kaya ganun. well, what can i say, hahaha, siya lang kaya ang nagdulot ng malaking lamang sa 1st half. 2 sunod na 3 points... well.GALING! sabi nga pala s ainterview na magaling daw ang team B ng FEU... well, let's see.

JEFF CHAN: hinay-hinay lang... pansin ko lang... mainit ulo niya ha. magaling combination nila ni Rizada...hanga din ako sayo JEFF!!! sadyang hindi ko talaga naintindihan ung sinabi niya sa interview... nag research tuloy ako, ngunit hindi tungkol don ang aking natuklasan... natuklasan ko lang na galing siya sa University of St. LASALLE sa Bacolod... well, well, well... (napaisip tuloy ako...)

JONAS VILLANUEVA: pare!!! gimme five! hahaha. thanks sa mga free throws... dahil sa iyo nanalo kayo!

so, hanggang dun lang muna siguro...

pressure | shame | ambiguity

2005-10-14T14:31:00.000-07:00

There are only three things that i want to clear out.

first,

Shame. don't be surprised if this is something, AGAIN, related to UAAP... because it is. i hate to talk about this because, i can also feel the SHAME, because i am a lasallian but there are just things that you can't escape to... you must face it, like this one. now let's see, It is so sad to think that other people actually thinks that La Salle is a "low-class" university, judging it from the moral of the people behind. don't you find it unfair? well, humans typically stereotype and you can't change it.

IT all started with the "MANNY SALGADO BATOK" issue, of course, almost everyone knows that, it was in the news paper! hahaha. now, the recent dilemma, pertaining to an ineligible player by the name of Mark Benitez. well, in this case i don't know the one who is to blame. i also find Benitez as a victim.

second,

Pressure. Once upon a time, there was a young lady, who have finished all her classes for that day. then she went to the ROTC office to have her usual "RESIDENCY" thing. she was surprised. why? a lot of work is waiting for her!

actually the one described above was me. my head really hurts after i have finished the work. oh my God, change 600 names in two hours! anyway, i am happy coz' i finished it already. waht an achievement!

Lastly,

Ambiguity. i can't remember what is the original title of my poem. but i surely know that it is not AMBIGUITY as it published on the Litcircle newsletter.

well, it's okay. i don't even know, at first, what is the best title that will suites it well. i think, Ambiguity is a nice word... judge it, here is the poem:

I used to think
That I am alone
Alive without a link
Living without a tone
Every night I have nightmares
And everyday I tried to befriend and stare
But,
The hell did they care?
Yes, I tried to be…
A friend?
But can’t you see
I’m out of the thread.
A loner? Yes, I am.
Call me a loser,
Tell me I’m damn.
But as the days pass,
I realized,
In my heart, I can feel something special.
I, too, want to give kisses,
Was Mesmerized,
And be radical
To…
Yes, a person.
Not a ghoul or an apparition.
And it’s you.
You taught me how to be true.
And some how smile when I am blue
I feel content.
I can’t resist,
To tell,
I had proven,
That…
I Exist.

now, what do you think?

A season full of hullabaloo

2005-10-12T02:12:00.000-07:00

ah! what in the word is happening in the UAAP?!?!

sa ngayon di ko mawari... saan nga ba nagsimula....

let us review:

UAAP BOARD DECIDED TO REPLAY THE GAME BETWEEN UE AND LA SALLE...

- Dahil sa "obvious" na kapabayaan ng archers nung last 2 mins. ng game eh... unexpectedly, nahabol sila ng warriors. ngayon, akala ko panalo na warriors ngunit sabi nila (coach Franz, to be exact) nagtime-out daw siya. naka-shoot si cholo... nagmilagro, to push the game in overtime. and sa overtime, pinanalo ng archers ang game... blah blah blah.

MANNY SALGADO "BATOK" ISSUE

- Hay naku, ito talaga ang pinaka-nakakahiya. Sa sobrang hiya hindi na ako makapag-comment… nung time na yun, I just know that FEU won, coz everyone In La Salle started to talk… nonesense. As in halatang hindi nila matanggap na talo na sila…ehrr… kami. Hahaha. Then my mom received a message sabi dun, “Talon na nga nambatok pa!” grabe… masaklap pa eh yung star player pa yung binatukan at official yung nambatok. Okay lang sana kung player to player, Let the Match begin! Saya to, sobra!

LA SALLE INELIGIBLE PLAYER

-Hay, naku lintik... tapos na nga ang UAAP eh lumabas naman tong balitang ito... katata[pos nga lang ng "BATOK" issue eh... this suddenly popped out! Meron daw kasing archer na walang diploma kaya dinaya niya yung transcript of records niya…at take note, this player is active at ginagamit siya (although, minsan sa kanya nagsisimula ang pagkakalat). Anyway, dahil dito, La Salle is willing to give up the UAAP title last year, dahil dito, and we all know that this will make FEU 3- peat winners. Grabe talaga. Ewan.

bizaare

2005-10-11T01:36:00.000-07:00

well, ano pa nga ba... wala na naman akong magawa sa buhay ko.

biruin mo, in-enroll ko yung sarili ko sa taekwondo... as in taekwondo ha... grabe ang sakit tuloy ng katawan ko ngayon. pero at least marunong na akong sumipa ng mataas. naks.

ang baduy ng mga sinasabi ko, anyway, isa pa sa mga inaalala ko ngayon ay yung residency ko sa ROTC (uy, nagra-rhyme) sa sobrang sakit ng hita ko ay tinamad na ko... masisisi mo ba ako? eh, 4:30 na natapos ung program... nakakatamad na tuloy... kasi sa ROTC office pag dumaan na ang alas singko... irregular na ang simuy ng hangin. oo totoo yon. ano ibig mong sabihin? creepy? boring?... isipin mo na ang lahat ng gusto mong isipin... dahil, ganun na nga.

ano pa ba, basta i'm really looking forward for the replay of the games... excited na nga ako. pero. sana naman gawin nilang linggo para mas exciting. kasi naman po yun na ang huling pagkakataon ko upang masilayan sina Arwind, Mark, Rj, (iba pang vetaran na hindi ko kilala--- *no offense meant), at dahil ito na siguro ang pinaka recent na pagkakataon ko na makita ang tamaraws na dino-dominate ang UAAP...(sorry, Jeff---*no offense meant)
nakangiti naman siya dito sa pic eh and as usual, si RJ POKER FACED (fixed reaction niya) parin. (*no offense meant) http://www.uaapgames.com/images/092905/images/IMG_1235_jpg.jpg

well, kinakabahan pa rin ako sa recitation namin sa kaspil at instud (as always) isama mo na rin ung mga assignment na kailangang i-pass talaga. as in! hay naku!

palitan ko na lang kaya ng "*no offense meant" itong title... sa tingin mo?

basta kahit ano pang maisip ko sumasagi pa rin sa isipan ko na marami akong dinadalang problema.

ang huling halakhak ay sa.... kanila o saken din?!?

2005-10-07T02:38:00.000-07:00

Well, what do you expect for me to do?
Hay tinatanong pa ba iyan...
Edi magco-comment sus!
Pare naman oh!!

Anyway, lumabas na ang resulta

ng mga awards...

at championship

ako'y masaya....

o hindi dapat? natalo kami

ewan...

eto na... sa mga hinulaan ko... marami ang tama, hay grabe! lahat ng pinili ko sa mythical five totoo... eto siya

>>> MYTHICAL FIVE<<<

UAAP

C- Mark Isip

F: Arwind Santos

F: Edwin Asoro

G: LA Tenorio

G: Joseph Ye* (consuelo lang!)

hahaha, kita mo na. sa ibang awards naman:

>>> MOST VALUABLE PLAYER<<<

Arwind Santos

>>> MOST IMPROVED PLAYER<<<

Edwin Asoro

>>> DEFENSIVE PLAYER OF THE YEAR <<<

Arwind Santos

>>> SPORTMANSHIP AWARD <<<

Arwind Santos, but my pick was RJ RIZADA.

Well, dito bulilyaso na.... okay lang, deserving naman si Arwind, judging the way he reacted to those nasty things that la salle did... okay siya

pero, let me ask you you something.

hindi ba pwede yung walang reaksyon na mukha ni RJ?

cute pa naman siya nung nag smile... http://www.ubelt.com/photos/wmphoto.aspx?id=4200

once in a lifetime mo lang yan makikita.

oops... tama na baka kung ano pa masabi ko... hehehe

baka patayin ako ng isang tao...

Oh boy! i'm talkative...hehehe

mapapaghalata halata.

hay naku, wala na akong gana dun sa ibang awards.

Dumako naman tayo sa championship... take note lahat ng games ay come from behind win...

meaning, exciting po siya!

okay lang yun at least nanalo...

wala akong masabi eh... kasi i didn't get the chance to watch alin man dun sa dalawa. of course, i have class. sana may replay, baka pag napanood ko na yung replay okay na ...

just wait for the post.

sa ngayon...

go RJ , ay

Go FEU .... pala

hahaha.

UAAP Awards... para sa akin.

2005-10-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

hahaha...

well, masaya ako kasi panalo FEU. YEHEY talaga sobra.

dahil hindi ko mapigilan ang aking emosyon

narito na ang aking mga sariling award sa UAAP!

...MVP....
Arwind Santos--- sa oras na hindi siya maging MVP at i-prioritize si Y**... anak ng tinapang bulok! luto na yan!obvious naman noh?!!?

...MYTHICAL FIVE...
Santos--- siyempre, MVP material nga diba?
Asoro--- well, okay siya... he has given his thing, and i think, it is quite impressive naman.
Isip--- biased...hahaha, okay lang naman diba? why not try to look at the efficiency ratings sa site ng UAAP.... siya pinakamataas na Center don..hay
Tenorio--- okay na rin kahit mahangin... masaya na rin ako kasi di siya napunta sa Archers(team ng school ko) kasi baka papasok pa lang ako tangayin na ako sa sobrang....alam mo na!
Y**--- etoh... consuelo na lang siguro...hahaha... sa ginawa niya he don't even deserve any award!

...ROOKIE OF THE YEAR...
Sa sobrang gulo ng UAAP boards di ko alam ang isasagot ko dito siguro ganito na lang...

kung di pwede si Jonas Villanueva,

si BonBon Custodio na Lang...

kung di pa rin pwede si Custodio...

si uhmm...ewan...

...DEFENSIVE PLAYER...
anak naman... tinatanong pa ba yan, Arwind Santos noh?!!?!

...MOST IMPROVED PLAYER...
dito ewan... siguro si Asoro...

...SPORTMANSHIP AWARD...
WELL, isipin nyo na lahat ng gusto niyong isipin...

ibibigay ko ang award na ito kay...

RJ Rizada

oo, tama...

hindi ka nagkamali ng Basa

si Rj Rizada nga... bakit?

kasi siya yung tipo na sobrang cool kung maglaro

parang "naglalaro ako...(period)"

i think he is worthy naman...

kasi di ko pa siya nakikitang magalit

isa lang ang ekspresyon ng mukha niya:

whether, win or lose, grumaduate siya o hindi, mayron o walang points, na saktan, nagcommit ng error o hindi, binangko o hindi, na-injured o hindi, tina-trashtalk o hindi...

cool lang talaga siya.

hahaha... ang haba noh?!!?

napaghahalata-halata...

ang alin?

wala...

Baliw na talaga akong maituturing!

2005-09-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

biruin mo... parang kinakampihan ko pa tuloy ang FEU...

ano ba yan...

lamang nga ang archers parang ayaw ko naman.

nahawa na ako...

buti na lang nakakahabol pa ang FEU?

ha?!?! ano ba ang sinasabi ko?

ayoko na!!!

ang sama-sama talaga ng pakiramdam ko...

hay.

sa si Arwind ang MVP

sana...

kita mo na!

2005-09-23T16:38:00.000-07:00

wahahaha...

sabi na nga ba eh... sa sobrang busy ko this days, masyado nang outdated yung blog ko. kelan yung last post? september 9? my God! that was 15 days ago... nangalahati na ang buwan ng setyembre at lumipas na ang mahahalagang laro ng La Salle sa Ateneo at UE ni hindi ko man lamang naisip na magkomento o magparamdam sa blogger. tuwang-tuwa pa nga ako eh... e kasi naman napakaimposible na makuha pa ng Archers ang twice-to-beat advantage sa kalagayan nila... pero...ito, ngayon...2nd na sila... (!!!) ang malupit pa dito... yung dalawang favorite kong team twice to beat! syempre FEU yung isa... obvious ba? (T***/******) hahaha... ano nga ba ibig sabihin ng mga asterisk na yan... hahaha.... hindi po yan mura.

wahahaha....

natahimik na rin ang aking kaluluwa... at least napatunayan ng La Salle na they deserve the win against UE... Sh*T na talaga kung may protesta pa...hahaha... pero sa ngayon, i'm looking forward for the Archers to have a 3-game winning streak against Ateneo... siyempre proud to be La Sallian! todo suppport din ako siyempre sa Tams... (******)... galingan nyo sa UE!!! galing talaga ng mga recent happenings sa UAAP...

Ah...segway lang... tutal basketball rin naman ang napaguusapan, magaling ang ginawa ng Letran ah... ooohhh...congratz!

wahahaha....

What is keeping me so busy this days? research... hay naku malaking pasasalamat ko kasi may na-approve na topic na kami ni nica siyempre marami na rin akong nakuhang possible references namin... buti na lang... ;)

ROTC rin pala... lagi na nga akong ginagabi dahil dyan eh... sana may mahiraman ng Fatigue para makapasok ako ng maayos...

wahahaha...

ano pa nga ba? wala na eh... sana magparamdam naman si Marisa kahit konti... kamusta na kaya siya pati si Jacq? sana hindi pa nila ako nakakalimutan. sana...

Arn o9/24/05

UAAP hysteria

2005-09-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

Sa isang araw hindi ko rin naman aakalain na makakapag-post ako ng dalawang blog. well, kung may dapat sisihin man ay ang isang artikulo sa isang diyaryo na aking nabasa. doon ikinumpara ng manunulat ang pagsakay sa LRT sa mga genre ng pelikula... aking napatanto, maaari rin naman itong gawin din sa UAAP diba at may roon pang maidadagdag na kategorya bukod sa Action, Comedy, Drama, at Fantasy.

maaaring labag ito sa inyong pananaw ngunit ang artikulong ito ay sadya lamang puros opinyon. kapag tayo ay nanonood ng telebisyon, halos lahat ng kategoryang nakalista sa ibabaw ay ating matutunghayan. isa ring patok na palabas ang UAAP kaya ako'y inyong samahan na limasin ang bawat eksena sa torneo na ito at bigyan ng interpretasyon.

Comedy - sa isang laro gaya ng basketball, hindi maiiwasan ang ganitong eksena. maaring mawalan ng balanse ang isang player at ito ay mag-ala mystica sa pag -iisplit o kaya naman ay siya mismo ay mag mistulan o higit pa sa bola sa paggulong. hindi rin ma-ikakaila ang pamumuo ng iba't-ibang ekspresyon sa mukha na tunay na nakaka-aliw.

Drama - kailangang may isang manalo at isang matalo... kung ating babalikan ang nangyari sa season 67... nakuha ng Green Archers (T***) ang kampyonato laban sa Tamaraws (******). hindi maaaring pigilin ang emosyon na bumubuhos lalo na sa ganitong yugto ng torneo. ako'y kamuntikan nang lumuha ng nakita ko ang pagpatak ng mga ito sa mga mata ni Mac Cardona... nais ko rin naman bigyan ng pansin ang Tamaraws... alam ko ang kanilang pakiramdam ng mismong araw na iyon... lumuluha rin ang iba sa kanila.

Fantasy - hindi pa ba sapat na ebidensya ang mala-acrobatic at lumilipad na tira ni Joseph Yeo sa bawat laro nila? siya ang NINJA hindi ba?

ACtion - ito na marahil ang pinakamalapit na kategorya sa UAAP. bawat laro may aksyon na tamang-tama upang ika'y patiliin at patalunin ng hindi sinasadya... bawat 3-pt. shot (T***/******) at steals (T***/******, pa rin) at fast breaks...pakakabahin ka ng apatnapung minuto.

Suspense - ano nga ba ang kahibahan ng action sa suspense? para sa akin ang suspense ay ang kabang iyong nararamdaman lalo na sa mga dikit na laban na palitan lamang ng basket ang nagagawa. tunay ngang mapapakagat ka sa kuko.

Horror - aba mayroon nga ba? tugon ko? oo. sa mga players na nakakaranas ng malupit na sermon sa mga mala the hulk na coach na mukahng puputok na ang ulo sa inis pag natatalo...

Reality - oo naman. hindi mo mamamalayan na may nagsusuntukan na pala sa court.

Romance - ahem... hindi ko ito inilagay upang inyong pag-isipan ng masama ang mga players datapwat upang inyong madama ang kanilang pasyon at pagmamahal sa larong basketball at kung paano nila ibinibigay ang kanilang buong lakas upang ipanalo ang laban.

kahit saan mang ilagay ang UAAP na kategorya, mayroon itong kahilantularan. ano pa nga ba ang inyong hinahanap? Artista. Base sa pagkakakilala ko sa mga pinoy na gaya ko, papanoorin nitong lahat ang palabas basta't naroon at kanyang masisilayan ang kanyang paboritong artista. bakit hindi nyo subuking manood ng UAAP... kung ang hanap mo ay mga tipong "Heart Rob" bakit hindi ka pumili... halos KARAMIHAN (karamihan lang) ay may itsura rin naman. kung yung iidolohin... aba'y marami rito...{hindi na lang muna ako magbabanggit ng pangalan}

saan mang aspeto... makakasama ang UAAP.

kaya nga't paborito ko ito...

at sinisilayan...

palagi...

Animo La Salle
GO ARCHERS!!!

arn o9/o9/05

ang kwentong "Pink" sa buhay ko.

2005-09-08T17:14:00.001-07:00

hay naku... nakaka-gulat kasi parang di ako masyadong inspired ngayon para sumulat dito...

napapansin ko na lang kasi na lagi ko tong nararamdaman tuwing umaga:

1. masakit na ulo {sh*t lahat na ata ng pwedeng mapanaginipan... napanaginipan ko na...kaya sakit ulo eh...}

tapos na si T***, R*****, si E*******, si C**, ay ewan.... ang sakit ng ulo ko pare!

2. kinkabahan hanggang 9:00... {eto na... nangyayari na ang kinakatakutan ko!!!} wahhhhhhh!!!!

tuluyan na akong dinumog ng takot ko!

3. pinakikinggan lahat ng tunog sa paligid {inaananigan ung bagay na dine-describe sa no.2}

bingi naman!

4. nag-hahallucinate {iniisip ung combination of no.1 and 2}

tumitirik na mata ko!

5. nahihilo sa amoy ng paligid { nakakasuka dito!}

nasagap ko na nga lahat.

6. masama ang pakiramdam dahil nalilito. { dahil sa iniisip at naamoy}

ang puso ko! ang puso ko! T***, R*****, C**, E*******..... sino ba talaga!?! ahhhhhh!!!

aaahhahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! tulong!

kung kilala mo talaga ako... alam mo nang magulo ang utak ko dahil gumamit ako ng color

PINK

waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

animo la salle
GO ARCHERS!!!

triple SH*T!

2005-09-07T17:39:00.000-07:00

hay naku, again... nandito nanaman si Laarni aka ARN... babanat ng walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay tungkol sa UAAP... teka, masama ba... anyway, bakit kaya ako nagkaganito? kaya ako napapagsabihang wierd eh... buti na lang nakakilala rin ako ng mga wierd... { xtian...nica...kat :)} nung unang pagtapak ko sa la salle, halos isuka ko na lahat ng laman ng tiyan ko, isama mo na ung mga intestine, hay, biruin mo sasama na ako sa mga "conyo" as in certified... yung may mga "*******" accent... hahaha. anyway asan ang UAAP? eto na nga eh... intro lang yun. hahaha

isa sa pinakamasayang memory ko nung first month ko sa la salle ay ang PE class.. well bakit? kasi, yung room namin malapit dun sa homecourt of the green archers...wahahaha and syempre kahit wala sa PE masaya parin kasi ung mga players... pwedeng ma kasalubong mo, makita mong nakatambay sa SJ, at makasabay mo sa elevator! hahaha, yung katabi ko pa lang tower eh player yun... hindi ko man lamang napansin... fan ba ako kung ganun?!!?!?!

well, nung una. natatakot pa ko kay ST. JOHN BAPTIST DE LA SALLE kasi baki strict siya sa pagbibigay ng grade... mamaya makatikim pa ako ng 0.0 at hindi ako nagbibiro. sa ngayon, masaya naman ako sa nakuha kong grade sa mga tauhan niya (profs)... sayang nga lang eh hindi pa umabot ng 3.000 para deans lister...wow sikat! opo kinulang ng 0.05 hahahaha... okay lang tanggap ko nayun... saan ako pinakamababa? naku sa oras na sabihin ko toh... baka ikahiya ako ng St. louis... hehehe... sa REligion AKA RELSONE... hahaha... 2.0 lang ako dun (80-85) hahaha nakakahiya nga.. masyado ko ngang ti-nake for granted to kaya nagkaganyan. well, at least nabawasan na ang takot ko sa kanya (ST. DE LA SALLE)... dahil mataas naman ung grades ko sa iba kong subjects... naku oo nga pala second term na sa monday (september 12) haha maghanda na!!!!

teka nu nga pala yung UAAP dun? wala lang...hehehe

kailangan ko na palang sulit-sulitin to kasi baka di ko na ma-update. hahaha

masaya ba ako sa pangangalaga ni ST. JOHN BAPTIST DE LA SALLE? oo... hahaha. yun lang, di ko kasi ma-explain eh...

namimiss ko na ung mga friends ko dati nung highschool, yun lang naman kasi nakaka-miss d2. hay... siguro magsusulat dina ko ng something sa kanila..sa amin...

marisa

Jacquilyn

jerome

Roxanne

lahat...

someday...

Animo La SAlle!!!
GO ARCHERS...

-ARn

walang makakatalo dito...

2005-09-06T16:36:00.000-07:00

Nothing can replace the archer's joy when they tied the game and won it by overtime...

no matter how the committee destroyed the outcome of it...

the crowd...

The players....

cholo, the one who made the miracle...

nothing can replace the archer's joy when they tied the game and won it by Over time...

no matter how the committee destroyed and fixed the outcome of it.

ANimO La Salle!

photo: uaapgames.com

kahit papaano ay umayos...

2005-09-06T14:36:00.000-07:00

well, blame me, i just can't help myself in posting something about the protest...again. i was sort of relieved when i saw this article on LIBRE (a newspaper). let's just hope that the boards will have an open-mind now for they have to decide again...

here's the article:

May time-out diin ni DLSU coach Pumaren.
ni Jasmine Payo

"Tumawag kami ng timeout" Ito ang diin ni La Salle coach Franz Pumaren matapos na pormal na iapela ang archers khapon ang desisyon ng UAAP technical committee na baligtarin ang panalo nila sa UE red warriors noong nakaraang huwebes.

i watched the game, actually... if i were playing in the game, i wouldn't notice the time out buzzer. why? the crowd. particularly, the UE crowd they were the most unruly fans i have ever seen... there was still enough time left but they started to throw bottles of mineral water, banners...anything. it is like you are watching a rally of some sort...

Nanalo ang La SAlle, 86-83 sa overtime, ngunit iba ang diskarte ng committe. ayon sa protesta ng UE, hindi dapat na-reset ung oras sa 1.8 second dahil hindi na pwedeng mag-timeout ang La Salle.

what the hell are you saying, dindo!!! why would the table officials let the archers go on overtime if you'll just reverse their win... don't you find it unfair? the archers, showed incredible determination just to tie the game and push an overtime...

Pwinersa ng archers ang overtime sa isang syut ni Cholo Villanueva, 74-74 at tuluyang ginapi ang nanlupaypay na warriors.
Ipinaliwanag ni pumaren na inamin ng mga table officials na tumawag ng timeout ang La Salle ngunit hindi narinig ng archers ang timeout dahil sa ingay.

like what i have said earlier... the crowd has something to do with this thing...

"if you will recall, commisioner Joe Lipa approached the table officials and they confirmed that their was a time-out and that they should reset the clock" wika ni Pumaren.Ibibigay ng UAAP board and desisyon sa september 9.
"i feel confident thet the board will be open-minded on this matter," said Pumaren.

there is still hope... left.

Go La Salle
We are the ARchers
ANIMO!

Arn. 09/o7/05

"Animo" Blood

2005-09-05T17:04:00.000-07:00

Animo La Salle…

Grabe talaga ang saklap ng pagkatalo ng archers sa UP at UE… I’m sure yung iba dyan… masaya… Of course.., masisisi mo ba sila… anyway,Ok lang yun at least napatunayan nilang kaya pa rin nila kahit wala na si Mac Cardona, kung paguusapan ang lamang ng Up eh… 5 pts…. UE.. O.o 1 pt…. Weder…weder lang talaga yan… kung baga breaks of the game… siguraduhing kakampi mo si “lady luck” diba… Walang may kasalanan kung natalo o hindi…

Sa bagay okay lang yun.. last year nga mas masaklap eh… apat na sunod-sunod na talo… biruin mo yun… pero nakabawi rin naman…eh…kaya nga malaki tiwala ko sa kanila ngayon eh…bakit puro eh…. Wala lang…

Grabe Congratulations nga pala sa green archers nung Saturday… nanalo sila against Adu kahit alam naman natin kung gaano kalalaki ung 2 players dun… can’t remember the names … basta… Yes Tyrone Tang rocks! Pamatay ang thee point shot… grabbe… and to all the players din… your work is very much appreciated. pamuntik pang matalo… pero okay lang panalo naman eh… at least you have proven na “luck” ay isang Factor to win a game… di porke panalo ka… magaling ka… unbeatable… invisible… kaya yumayabang eh…amf!!! Life is full of ups and downs… di pwedeng lagi kang nasa up… kasi… tao ka ba kung ganon… all of us experience sadness…. Pero teka bakit napunta ng usapan dyan…….

Opportunity na rin pala na magsabi ng Good luck sa next game ng archers against UST galingan nyo… kasi may kakilala akong mayabang dyan…. Kapal talaga… nakatapak lang ng uste eh akala mo kung sino na… akala mo ba magaling ka pews hindi lang ikaw ang magaling… hahahahaha… di ko nga alam actually kung bakit nagalit saken un… dahil ba tinalo ng la salle ang ust sa shakey’s V-league? Ewan babaw naman nun… basta kakaasar ka talaga…********…. Wahahaha……
Belated happy b-day rin pala kay benitez… pareha kami ng b-day….

GUD luck din pala sa 2nd round!!!!

Animo La Salle!

Arn 7/25/05

Yung nasa ibabaw ay ang nauna kong post noon sa friendster… kung mapapansin, tungkol din to sa …UE game… hay naku akala ko nga panalo na tapos ganon lang din naman pala ang mangyayari. Ilang beses na nga binigo ng boards ang la salle. Well, kung sa bagay nga naman, marami kasing galit sa green archers kaya ganun… di pa ako nag-aaral sa la salle eh,fan na ako nito, lalo na nung dumating si ******…napaka gulo talaga ng utak ko ngayon…

Kung baga sa byahe, may jetlag pa ako ngayon, kase di ko parin ma-accept na natalo ang DLSU sa UE through board decision (ngek, diba dapat sa court nananalo?) eh kung nanalo ba ang UE sa overtime eh, magproprotesta pa ba sila?… naku,naku,naku… anyway, good luck na lang pala sa last 2 games ng archers… Adu at ADMU lupet nito… exciting…

Masaya ako a ttinalo nyo ang fighting maroons na ung mga fans ay halos tapakan ang dignidad ng archers sa mga forums na kasali ako… hehehe, halatang guilty at insecure sila sa nangyari…

Go, Joseph, Go, Ty, Go, Jvee, Go, Cholo (good work), Go, Rico, Go, Mark, Go, JunJun, Go, OJ…Go, Gavino/vainio(ay, teka, “fighting archers” na may may maroon uniform na pala sila ngayon… hehehe) hehehe… sila lang kilala ko… mga bago kasi di ko maipasok sa utak ko ung mga pangalan…(no offense meant) ang sama ko ngayon ha….

ang day-a dong...
de ko maen-tindehan kung ba't ganya'aan
yong dicesyun...
ng mga burds ba..
ang day'a tlaga
hir-ap-dong

-Arn… 09/06/05

wat a lyf... *&%$^#?!

2005-09-05T16:34:00.000-07:00

hAy Ang buhAy ngA nAmAn ng tAo... pAminsAn minsAn, mAy sudden Blessing nA dArAting tApos di mo rin nAmAn nAmAmAlAyAn na umeepekto nA pAlA ung kAbuntot nitong mAkAkAsirA sAyo... nArAnAsAn nyo nA bA yon?!?... siguro nAmAn noh.. kAhet mAyAmAn kA pA... mAhirAp, SnAtcher sa quiApo, tinderA ng isdA, juAn tAmAd, writEr, professionAl wrEstlEr, bAllet DAncer, Bungi, wAlAng ngipin,RockistA, chAirperson, tigAlinis ng mga JEbbs At wee2, duling, superhErO, mAid, politiko,EngliserA, mAtAbA, Ting-Ting, Butiki, EklAt... lAhAt... If you'll Ask me, oo nArAnAsAn ko nA yon... siksik, liglig At umAApAw pA ngA sA sobrAng dAme Eh...Those problems... it cAn mAke you feel like you don't exist Anymore...pArAng invisible... kumbAgA A shAdow, nA pAg nAgtAgo Ang ArAw Ay di kA nA totally mAkikitA..

mAbilis nA dumAdAAn Ang mgA TAo't mgA sAsAkyAn sA hArAp mo ngunit pArAng hindi kA nAkAtAyo sA kinAtAtAyuAn mo... uLtimo pAgpArA ng dyip wAlA ded mA. pArAng nAglAlAkAd KA sA hAngin... ikA'y formless, you continue to flow, wAlAng mgA nAkAkAsAngA sAyo...no hindrances to bother you...

minsAn lAng tAlAgang gAnon, hAbAng pilit mong tinatago ang iyong sArili sA ibA... pArAng ArAw nA nAkAtAgo sA mAkAkApAl At mAiitim nA ElEmEnto sa LAngit... UlAp nA mAy dAlAng UlAn... PAg di kA nA nAkAlAbAs tyAk sigurAdong iiyAK ka... pAg totAlly kumulimlim nA uulAn nA...kAhit piliting di LumAbAs Ang luhA.. lAlAbAs At LaLabAs pA rin... pAg nAgsimulA nAng pumAtAk At umAgos... don nA mAgsisimula Ang mAlAkAs nA hAngin, Ang bugsO nAng iyong DamdAmin, pArAng Gusto mo nAng Umalis sA kinAtAtAyuAn mo, mAlAyong-mAlayo...mAlAyo sA mgA tAong ang AkAlAmo Ay umAAliPustA sA iyo... Gusto mong mAgtAgo sA lAhAt... mAging sA mgA maYayAmAn, mAhirAp, SnAtcher sa quiApo, tinderA ng isdA, juAn tAmAd, writEr, professionAl wrEstlEr, bAllet DAncer, Bungi, wAlAng ngipin,RockistA, chAirperson, tigAlinis ng mga JEbbs At wee2, duling, superhErO, mAid, politiko,EngliserA, mAtAbA, Ting-Ting, Butiki, EklAt... lAhAt...

kAhit GaAno PA kAtAgAl Ang iyOng RecovEry Time, Ang PagtiLa ng UlAn, sisikAt PA rin Ang ArAw, ipAkitA mo SA lAhAt ng TAo nA mAy tAlento ka...ipAkiTa mong Kaya mo... di kA susuko, kAyA mo... gAyA ng ArAw At kung pAAno niTo sinisikAtAn ang Buong mundo AT binibigyan ng Sun burn ngAyong Summer Ang mgA tAo... nAriyAn Ang iyong mgA kAibigAn, nA nAsA mgA eskinitA lAng... AAligid-Aligid hAndA kAng tulungAn Anytime... nAriyAn Ang iyong pAmilyA upang hAndugAn kA ng TLC... At higit Sa LahAt nAriyAn lAmAng Ang Diyos... beside you... Kung PAkiRamdAm mong invisible ka... mAs invisible pA syA sAyo... KAyA AlwAys PrAy gAyA ng GinAgAwA ko...

Di lAng iton Ang mgA pArAAn… Depende iyon sA iYo… oo, sAyo, mismo! Kung gusto mong yumAmAn o kAhit mAkArAmdAm mAn lng ng kontEng Asenso sa lyf, well, humanap kA ng ways… kung kEnAkAilAngAng hArApin Ang tAkot, eh di hArApin mo, kung kEnAkAilAngAng bAsAgin Ang piggy bank, edi bAsAgin mo, kung kEnAkAilAngAng mAg-ArAl, eh di mAg-ArAl kA, Tutal ikAw rin nAmAn Ang mAg-bebenefit, kung kEnAkAilAngAng sumigAw edi….pigilin mo nA lAng bAkA mAkA-istorbo kA lAng..

iPAkiTa mong AZTig At mAluFet kA...

KahiT mAhiRAP…

-Arn 5/28/05

Isang tasang kape

Finally! an update....

How the horses affected me

Something

provided by flash-gear.com

babies

TWO STUPID POSTS in ONE DAY.

I'm bored... FUCKING BORED.

Just a cheap-shot

a super UPDATE

Why the hell did you fail me?

probably

FINALLY

I think, i'm getting really crazy

kakasa ba kayo?!?!?

Life is a cliché?

Extremely sugar-high

napagtripan si Office Assistant

too illogical

Ako ang daigdig...[irony, whatever]

Busog ka sa sarap at kulay ng “dahong” palamuti

What I did when Milenyo almost blew the second floor of our house (part 2)

What i did when MILENYO almost blew away the second floor of our house (part 1)

:)

random

malapit na

5 days to go before judgement day

7 days to go before judgement day. :(

judgement day - good luck na lang.

feeling: depressed

Dahil sa isang dahilan

bad

worthless

pissed.

Last song syndrome (part 2)

Last Song Syndrome (Part 1)

summer is ................................................BORING!

arn ruiz [noun] a real life muppet.

Drama

The day the angels spoke my name

A gay file.

The man behind 'ang paglilitis ni Mang Serapio'

summer jobs and high school nostalgia

yet, another BORING day.

I am worried that/about...

fuzz and everything.

i am getting paranoid.

errors...errors...

the difference of brotherly love from romantic love

Now, i'm really a "desperado"

Arn's a 'script' lover.

desperado

tongue-tied

Forced to sound academic

The three bears’ story... altered

identity exposed

An important Advisory

with the current crisis aside, here is the confession of a queer bird

People on stereotypes

"myself" as a host

Finally! something digestible.

PlAiN nOtHiNg

kul

yeah!

updated.

the picture itself says it:

Threshold

...

haHaha

authoritarianism

ang hirap nito...

umaasa at nagsusumamo...whatever.

finally!

isa nanamang kabalbalan...

pArA sA mgA tAong ******* *** ****:

(B^b^.... t^ng^-T^ng^ ko!)

another, "pasingit"

pasingit lang ha?!?!

söüR Cüpcăkě

pressure | shame | ambiguity

pArA sA mgA tAong ***** * ****: